one of those days
today is one of those days that seems to be dragging on forever. this is why i am returning to journal once again after a year of dormancy. today seems so long and tedious, i think that working on a daily basis is breaking my spirit. which is a little sad, but i think that it will inspire me to go on to better things eventually... this is my hope... that monotony will cure my chronic inability to set goals and achieve them. yes i know that gtel is not really counting as a real job... i just sit all day internet shopping but still this inactive behaviour (or lack of behaviour) is just so draining, i get so excited about the small things, this is nothing new but it now my exagerated.
last night i went out to funk night with kyla dearest, it was fun although i think that she found the whole situation a touch awkward, so we jetted early. before we got to cto though we went to poachers arm and drank there, the boy is so cute who works there, i have a total crush, but i would never beable to be withim... hes out of my league.
i got home at one last night though and crashed because i had to wake up to be at work at 7... it worked but now i look like poo and feel queasy. all is well otherwise though... i have a prediction though... livejournal will be used much more in the future... as i need to fill my time with something and maybe i can use all of this rambling for my memoir, yet to be written.
last night i went out to funk night with kyla dearest, it was fun although i think that she found the whole situation a touch awkward, so we jetted early. before we got to cto though we went to poachers arm and drank there, the boy is so cute who works there, i have a total crush, but i would never beable to be withim... hes out of my league.
i got home at one last night though and crashed because i had to wake up to be at work at 7... it worked but now i look like poo and feel queasy. all is well otherwise though... i have a prediction though... livejournal will be used much more in the future... as i need to fill my time with something and maybe i can use all of this rambling for my memoir, yet to be written.