my heart feels large
Why is it that now, as i am "growing up" that i feel like im morphing into a person that i do not like? i am so so angry and spiteful and i have caught myself attempting to make life difficult for people... this is not something i would consider kate would do.
I honestly believe that the situation that i am in is really toxic. My drive is so low though.
I want to help people, sometimes i feel as if my heart is so full of love that one day it will just blow up and spead love everywhere, i want that to happen soon, making people happy would be the most wonderful thing. I think that i will take up volunteering with the elderly. I wish that it was acceptable to just walk around and give sad people hugs, this is what i would do if i had a choice.
I wonder what people think of me. whether they think im as detached as i seem sometimes? and i wonder if i give off negative vibes... i wish that people would tell me so i could change it!
I honestly believe that the situation that i am in is really toxic. My drive is so low though.
I want to help people, sometimes i feel as if my heart is so full of love that one day it will just blow up and spead love everywhere, i want that to happen soon, making people happy would be the most wonderful thing. I think that i will take up volunteering with the elderly. I wish that it was acceptable to just walk around and give sad people hugs, this is what i would do if i had a choice.
I wonder what people think of me. whether they think im as detached as i seem sometimes? and i wonder if i give off negative vibes... i wish that people would tell me so i could change it!