That just so perfectly described it. Described absolutely everything. <3
I think I may have found someone who fits all of this. Someone who fits everything that I need and want in a person. I just need to stop being a coward about it and act, but we're the best of friends and I'm too scared to lose that.
I think he might. He held my hand when we last saw each other in person, but we were both a little drunk, so... I don't know. He certainly makes an effort to talk to me everyday, any way he can. He's on vacation in Jamaica, where there's admittedly little cellphone reception, but I've already gotten three text messages from him (he left Wednesday) about how much fun he's having and how much fun I'd have if I were there, and wishing me good luck on my algebra test. We're going to Italy together next year. He bought me a plane ticket to Chicago (where he lives), so that I can go with him (be his date?) to the Marines Corps Birthday Ball. It FEELS like something, but I'm nervous, I guess. Scared that I'm reading too much into it.
I thought about this when I was taking a shower just now, and I mentally added just that - he must be willing to take responsibility for his actions. I want someone honorable. Josh fits all of this.
I dunno.... sounds like there is something there, just from what you described! Is he in the USMC? (cuz, dude, like, *SWOON*! A man in uniform is HAWT!)
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You must get pics of you and him at the Marine Corps Ball.... and post them too. lol
Hey! Great minds think alike! ;) Kevin, the guy I am all ga-ga for, sounds a lot like Josh. I'm not sure what is going on between us... we've had some REALLY rough patches in the past 2 years, but I finally pulled my head out of my rear and now he is the one calling me nearly every night and talking for 3-4 hours at a time while we work. (We both do the same job, driving approx 500 miles each night) He's the one that started sitting with me at Church... and he's the one that has invited me over to his house for the past 3 weekends in a row.
I want so badly to just tackle him and kiss him senseless! *WAIL*
*pant pant* Can you tell I'm a bit frustrated?? LOL
Last night, I asked him what his intentions were towards me. He said, "The same they have always been." I asked, "What is that?" His reply, "We're friends?"
Then he asked what my intentions were towards him and I said to follow his lead.
We talked a bit more and then he invited me over to watch a movie.
I don't know what to do or think anymore. I'm afraid that by asking, it's going to change everything between us now. :(
Oh no! That's terrible! Hopefully things won't change and all he needs is time to realize his feelings? If nothing else, the idea has been planted in his head. Sometimes boys are a bit dense and just need time. :/
That's very brave of you, though! I'm proud that you took initiative, even if it didn't come to the end you'd have liked.
I think I may have found someone who fits all of this. Someone who fits everything that I need and want in a person. I just need to stop being a coward about it and act, but we're the best of friends and I'm too scared to lose that.
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It's a scary thing... taking that step from best of friends to something more. Do you know if he feels the same way?
Thank you! :)
Oh and I would add one more thing:
He must be willing to take responsibility for his actions and do the right thing, no matter the cost.
I'll probably think of more as the day goes by... but so far, this guy has shown me that he has or will meet my list of "Must have's".
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I thought about this when I was taking a shower just now, and I mentally added just that - he must be willing to take responsibility for his actions. I want someone honorable. Josh fits all of this.
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/tweenager mode
You must get pics of you and him at the Marine Corps Ball.... and post them too. lol
Hey! Great minds think alike! ;) Kevin, the guy I am all ga-ga for, sounds a lot like Josh. I'm not sure what is going on between us... we've had some REALLY rough patches in the past 2 years, but I finally pulled my head out of my rear and now he is the one calling me nearly every night and talking for 3-4 hours at a time while we work. (We both do the same job, driving approx 500 miles each night) He's the one that started sitting with me at Church... and he's the one that has invited me over to his house for the past 3 weekends in a row.
I want so badly to just tackle him and kiss him senseless! *WAIL*
*pant pant* Can you tell I'm a bit frustrated?? LOL
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Here's a few pics of Kev... I couldn't pick my favorite. lol!
Looking sultry for the camera.
http://pics.livejournal.com/cohkka/pic/00005xr7/
He's behind the kid, the far left of the pic. I love his smile.
http://pics.livejournal.com/cohkka/pic/00007t0y
He and I had a great day today... he helped me move my horses closer to where I live! *squee!*
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Last night, I asked him what his intentions were towards me. He said, "The same they have always been." I asked, "What is that?" His reply, "We're friends?"
Then he asked what my intentions were towards him and I said to follow his lead.
We talked a bit more and then he invited me over to watch a movie.
I don't know what to do or think anymore. I'm afraid that by asking, it's going to change everything between us now. :(
I'm so sad.
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That's very brave of you, though! I'm proud that you took initiative, even if it didn't come to the end you'd have liked.
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