if you only knew
i feel like ive grown a million years smarter and thank god i didnt commit the worst crime in the world i tried to take my own life today over a reason as simple as this girl not just any girl but a girl i loved with all my heart to long and i let it get to me it really is my fault i turned to the cowards way out and thats just plain not me im surviver and a leader not a follower but a believer ive changed to much for my own good but im glad i expierienced it it has made me stronger and im not gonna let my anger and evil thoughts destroy me i feel sorry for the one who i let did this to me you are weak and un happy you will only find true happyness through your heart not drugs or alchol they only make it worse you will always wonder what could of been if you keep taking this pathway it will only lead you 6 feet under p.s i love all my friends you all saved me from my stupid disision i was about to make i love you guys!!!