By The Power Of Greyskull...
Sometimes I do feel like I have the power. I just don't know what to do with it. Like right now, I hold the cards in a real negotiation. Too bad I can't ask for more money. The gist is that I'm employed by the school system, but the actual schools are trying for me. So the county sets my pay. Ah well, it feels good to be wanted. At the same time I kinda want the whole situation to go away, like I don't deserve anything special. Maybe that's being humble, or stupid, I don't know.
I have no power over social situations either. I have no desire to make an effort with anybody. My response is always that they should make an effort too. I think that's just me being lazy. I've decided to try to get out more, it's the only way I'll ever meet anybody or doing anything exciting. Maybe I'm just at a point where I feel like my life is good enough, so why change. What a horrible purgatory to be stuck in.
Is it summer yet?
I have no power over social situations either. I have no desire to make an effort with anybody. My response is always that they should make an effort too. I think that's just me being lazy. I've decided to try to get out more, it's the only way I'll ever meet anybody or doing anything exciting. Maybe I'm just at a point where I feel like my life is good enough, so why change. What a horrible purgatory to be stuck in.
Is it summer yet?