May 20, 2004 22:14
The truth illusion-
::Look back and you will see nothing
eyes go through what was never there
what we had was all smoke and mirrors
all we had left slid through through thes hands
and the times we loved were counted with fingers
i never could intrepret our never spoken language
and i pulled nothing from the bottom of it
there was nothing under the rug
because there was no use in cleaning up for what was never there
not like anything was lost
when there is nothing to be had
and i cant reap any complaint
my grief was so small i could have drowned it with my tears
so while you think of what to say next
i search for another
someone to take your place
someone, someone to take your place
i search for another
someone to take your Place
the substance of are relationship was diluted with your bullshit
it was a bitter concoction
that would make an alcoholic cringe
so stand on your cliff
of your sorrow
and make it rain down
mourning for the loss of your love
that didnt exist
so trust me now that im not in your fence
the grass is greener
on the other side
so go ahead and weep on your best friends shoulder
while i search for another
someone to take the place of you
so see its that easy...to take it back
the things we never had
and move on
and move on
to move on::
Between Distance and Death-
::My pen sits still
And i try to write this letter
But my true motive was the steet
And it swept you off your feet
In the most violent way
so far from me
you were so far away from me
I cant see through the haze
But the stained glass window cast a shadow on your face
Unmistakeable, like a spotlight signal
Being brodcast to me
far away
so far away from me
Find what makes you beleive
Follow honesty and love
It wont lie in me for you
But the ink spills and blurs the truth
The blot spells death and it points to you, but
You never thought the hand you held
Would kill you, did you?
And you didnt want it this way
But i did
And im happy now
And i hope you are too
Because the stratus fades revealing a blue sky for me
A sky that shown grey for weeks
But i move forth knowing that things will be better from now on
Now that, your gone::
The escape from what comes (a short summons)-
::A series of knots tie our lives together
Forever, you and i
But i always know that you and I
Would rise unfettered by, Immaturity and lies
You were always stronger in tommorow
And your confidence screamed loud to me
You witnessed the coming and you said goodbye
To something that would only show in a fortinite
Well I ignored it too
Running from the shadow of doubt in which we exist
Day by day and back to back
But we would rise unfettered by
So take my hand
And let us run into the night
Weve got eachother, we are the light
And the rain fell across your face
In the most beautiful way
And hid your tears
Like blackout
But your thoughts washed away
The puddles refracted moonlight
Reflecting into your eyes
And i knew then I was yours
And you were mine, hold this moment forever
In the locket around your neck
So run darling go, merge with the shadows
These secrets we will keep from on and on
The secret of keeping this consistant
A rate at which we will never fade
Its been this way for so long without mistakes
Because you always rised unfettered by
Immaturity
And these sensless lies::
(all songs seen, written by Mills, and preformed by Burning Star Four (Spencer Gill, Mills Davis)These songs were taken from "The storys Hellen Keller told me about what she saw" collection)
There is much more, but catch one of our gigs and hear them the normal way...no im not depressed, and no i dont slit my wrists, nor am i lonesome, they are mere songs bish. hhahaha...yeah im done now so fuck off