I HATE HAVING NO GOOD FRIENDS OR FRIENDS AT ALL
I've been so sad lately and nothings been as fun as it useta be I've changed sooo much but no one can tell just me and only me and I'm sooo sad all the time everytime I go to talk to one of my friends I can't help but be sad cuz I know that they're not gonna be my friends for my whole life and that they can't really make me happy nothing can really make me happy anymore my life is so blah and I go on everyday doing the same things I did the day before and I get sooo sick of it I never ever do anything fun anymore my life used to be so fun and excited I never knew what was gonna happen next now its just bleh ooo this happened to me yesterday and the day before that wow I'm thrilled I just hate it that now since I don't talk to jacob or kevin or any of them anymore well now I just get left out of so much stuff and I can be fun don't get me wrong I'm a very fun person to be around but this is how I get when this happens everythings sooo diffrent now and i hate it I like how my life used to be i used to go along every day and now that everything was peachy everything was awesome cuz I had friends that I knew I would see alot and that care about and now how I am they just knew that I was awesome and fun and stuff like that but now everythings diffrent I can't even get the same guys that used to look at me to look at me anymore they just don't wanna talk to me cuz they think I'm weird when I'm not even as bad as i could be and they have no clue what soo ever but whatever and i'm sick of it when any of my friends leave me outta stuff they go and ask the wohle world but forget me I hate well I'm gonna go now and think things over while I pack up my clothes soo bye I guess