fuck yourself and fuck this bleeding heart of mine
things are shitty.
i hate that i keep watching the sun rise and fall every fucking day.
mentally, its killing me. i dont know why.
my windshields gonna cost me around $300 which is 'cheap'
my mirrors gonna be about $100.
verizon bill another 60 or so.
PLUS another 20 to fix my plan.
TKE Formal over 100.
i need well over 600 bucks and this is why i save a lot of money.
cause every once in a while, god decides to shit on my face.
Surviving 2 more weeks little money is gonna be rough.
Phil REAKS. its disgusting.
i feel very lost.
im missing something.
i miss my friends from back home.
i need someone to replace that certain emptiness.
i wont find it anytime soon.
im reserving myself and i know its stupid and im wasting my time waiting.
usually im not like this but im afraid for the near future.
Not like 10 years.. like the next few months.
i have a feeling im gonna be a wreck and im not looking forward to it.
i really wish i could restart my life.
atleast take it back a few years or something.
i really almost jetted off to PA tongiht to see Ilissa-
it wouldve been a bad idea.
but i really wanted to see her.
if my windshielf wasnt broken, i just mightve.
zxcmngv,zsdhj,ngsdhfcjks,gdfhjas,dgfashjdfgasdhjfgasdjfkhmasgdfj
FIN.
All their paper never feels like my lovers kiss
or the warmth of her touch while we dream
so if I'm insane so be it, I'll trade in everything
One kiss for all the world, one more for all that's precious
Are we going nowhere?
We need disaster to love until we're blinded
indeed we are caught, what if we get free?
i hate that i keep watching the sun rise and fall every fucking day.
mentally, its killing me. i dont know why.
my windshields gonna cost me around $300 which is 'cheap'
my mirrors gonna be about $100.
verizon bill another 60 or so.
PLUS another 20 to fix my plan.
TKE Formal over 100.
i need well over 600 bucks and this is why i save a lot of money.
cause every once in a while, god decides to shit on my face.
Surviving 2 more weeks little money is gonna be rough.
Phil REAKS. its disgusting.
i feel very lost.
im missing something.
i miss my friends from back home.
i need someone to replace that certain emptiness.
i wont find it anytime soon.
im reserving myself and i know its stupid and im wasting my time waiting.
usually im not like this but im afraid for the near future.
Not like 10 years.. like the next few months.
i have a feeling im gonna be a wreck and im not looking forward to it.
i really wish i could restart my life.
atleast take it back a few years or something.
i really almost jetted off to PA tongiht to see Ilissa-
it wouldve been a bad idea.
but i really wanted to see her.
if my windshielf wasnt broken, i just mightve.
zxcmngv,zsdhj,ngsdhfcjks,gdfhjas,dgfashjdfgasdhjfgasdjfkhmasgdfj
FIN.
All their paper never feels like my lovers kiss
or the warmth of her touch while we dream
so if I'm insane so be it, I'll trade in everything
One kiss for all the world, one more for all that's precious
Are we going nowhere?
We need disaster to love until we're blinded
indeed we are caught, what if we get free?