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i just clicked on my journal for shits and giggles to see what was up.. i cam across marisa's entry and what i read kinda made me all dlkfasjdfj.
She starts off as:
So this is the point in life where we all stand here, waiting.
I guess I always imagined it to be more thrilling.
What I failed to realize, again, is that this is reality.
There are people in high school that I want to acknowledge. Some are obvious. Others are completely and utterly random. But this is what they've taught me:
::inserts other names and acknowledgements::
Corey Stein
I know I know. A surprise. Well this is where I said the characters get a bit random. But here goes. Corey, you are probably the most unique-generic person I have ever met. Contridictory, you say? My point exactly. When I met you I had no idea who you were and till this day I have no idea who you are. I understand now that you like it like that, despite my attempts to delve into your mind and life. You were this distant figure of a mysterious life that I never knew before and quite honest, you scared me a lot. You showed me that I was in my own little world and knew nothing about the people around me. True, I don't exactly need to know about the wastes of life we attend school with, but sooner or later I will encounter characters like them again in my life and it would be wise to be a good level with everyone, how you are- no matter how ingenuine. Fall of 2005 I fell head over heels for a boy that I knew nothing about. And like I said before, I still don't. You were charasmatic and funny and goofy. You made me laugh and you made chemistry enjoyable. You gave me a reason to want to go to school. You gave me a reason to get deeper into music. You gave me a reason to want to know more about a world I wasn't a part of. You are seriously the greatest character I probably could have ever met. You made me learn about my relationship, my heart, my mind, and my true self. As much as I hated you and then loved you and then hated you again, a desperate and endless cycle, I have come to realize that you were a huge part of my junior year where I began to see life for the reality it really is. And this year after the almost-collaboration for Mr.MHS I hit a rock that shouted out that life is whatever you want it to be, but don't ever try and interpret it. Corey Stein, you taught me faith, fear, courage, and logic. You also taught me that I can't analyze people and try to fit them into a criteria that I know nothing about. Some people don't like to be classified, can't be classifed and never will be. You taught me that my world is different from yours. You look at things completely different from how I do. You are essentially the catalyst for my question of life. You probably are wondering how the fuck I got that out of you...but I did. So thank you, even if you didn't care about me then, don't give a shit about me now, and will never remember me once we end high school. I'm glad I met you.
___________-
im really glad i impacted someone life and that they appreciate it. many people have no idea that marisa and i have a weird relationship but hey! we do. im just glad she took the time out to announce that. some of her other acknowledgements were pretty funny too.
anyway- a lot has been going on lately.
i never post entries anymore.
im officialy super super lame.
my myspace has reached well over 1000 friends.
fuck you tom.
i cannot wait till next year.
Me and John are gonna have a great time together at Willy P.
this weekend all of everyone went to the poconoes.
it was incredable.
drunk/high on life hte whole time.
i had an alcohol withdrawal period after we got home. that was horrible.
umm what else..?
i went to GA today. the new ride "el toro" is actually really really goooood. i loved it.
oh, iv been rockin steady with a girl lately. De!rdre Kevil- shes awesome.
umm
i really dont know what else to say.
over and out.
<3Corey
She starts off as:
So this is the point in life where we all stand here, waiting.
I guess I always imagined it to be more thrilling.
What I failed to realize, again, is that this is reality.
There are people in high school that I want to acknowledge. Some are obvious. Others are completely and utterly random. But this is what they've taught me:
::inserts other names and acknowledgements::
Corey Stein
I know I know. A surprise. Well this is where I said the characters get a bit random. But here goes. Corey, you are probably the most unique-generic person I have ever met. Contridictory, you say? My point exactly. When I met you I had no idea who you were and till this day I have no idea who you are. I understand now that you like it like that, despite my attempts to delve into your mind and life. You were this distant figure of a mysterious life that I never knew before and quite honest, you scared me a lot. You showed me that I was in my own little world and knew nothing about the people around me. True, I don't exactly need to know about the wastes of life we attend school with, but sooner or later I will encounter characters like them again in my life and it would be wise to be a good level with everyone, how you are- no matter how ingenuine. Fall of 2005 I fell head over heels for a boy that I knew nothing about. And like I said before, I still don't. You were charasmatic and funny and goofy. You made me laugh and you made chemistry enjoyable. You gave me a reason to want to go to school. You gave me a reason to get deeper into music. You gave me a reason to want to know more about a world I wasn't a part of. You are seriously the greatest character I probably could have ever met. You made me learn about my relationship, my heart, my mind, and my true self. As much as I hated you and then loved you and then hated you again, a desperate and endless cycle, I have come to realize that you were a huge part of my junior year where I began to see life for the reality it really is. And this year after the almost-collaboration for Mr.MHS I hit a rock that shouted out that life is whatever you want it to be, but don't ever try and interpret it. Corey Stein, you taught me faith, fear, courage, and logic. You also taught me that I can't analyze people and try to fit them into a criteria that I know nothing about. Some people don't like to be classified, can't be classifed and never will be. You taught me that my world is different from yours. You look at things completely different from how I do. You are essentially the catalyst for my question of life. You probably are wondering how the fuck I got that out of you...but I did. So thank you, even if you didn't care about me then, don't give a shit about me now, and will never remember me once we end high school. I'm glad I met you.
___________-
im really glad i impacted someone life and that they appreciate it. many people have no idea that marisa and i have a weird relationship but hey! we do. im just glad she took the time out to announce that. some of her other acknowledgements were pretty funny too.
anyway- a lot has been going on lately.
i never post entries anymore.
im officialy super super lame.
my myspace has reached well over 1000 friends.
fuck you tom.
i cannot wait till next year.
Me and John are gonna have a great time together at Willy P.
this weekend all of everyone went to the poconoes.
it was incredable.
drunk/high on life hte whole time.
i had an alcohol withdrawal period after we got home. that was horrible.
umm what else..?
i went to GA today. the new ride "el toro" is actually really really goooood. i loved it.
oh, iv been rockin steady with a girl lately. De!rdre Kevil- shes awesome.
umm
i really dont know what else to say.
over and out.
<3Corey