mixed feelings
hmm...feeling kinda strange...
im production stage managing (PSM) midsummer and am kinda excited, i havent been so intimately involved with DC since before LSOH (MISS U SOOOOO MUCH!!!) i dunno if it is genuine excitement or just nostalgia from stage managing Much ado with krista and rachel... i miss that too...
well, i have only one supplement essay left and it really blows cuz it says nothing about me...oh well i really wanna go to GW so i better write it...
im kinda feelin lonely...(i now realize that this entry is just streams of conscious thought)
school is fine and i also cant wait to try out fro troupe! i also am glad chris is producing the show again
i dont have the heart to tell nap that ITS is not worth our time cuz we have to do SOO much work!
i feel like the love bug has bitten everybody but me (oh well with all the drama makes me not wanna date and who wants to date someone like me) [uh? why did u make that awkward?] {i dont reall give a flying fuck! only the people who take it that way will it be awkward} [oh...ok]
for some reason i dedicate this entry to sarah berner b/c she gave me the idea to write my streams of thought
its weird to think of the people u mention in ur common app essay (for me i mention Ben otto and tasha lende...weird huh?)
im really gonna miss everybody when they go off to college, i dunno ive just been thinking about a lot of stuff like one thing will make me think of it as if i was a college student and then i think that when im in college all my friends will be gone :(
erin bowman is the man!
i feel like some select friends are moving in the wrong direction, not that that is for me to decide, im just scared for them
ryan this might sound weird but i feel like when we go to college i might never hear from u again and i dont want that to happen cuz ur one of my best friends and uve heard a lot of my bullshit and are always there when i need someone to listen to me rant and ur basically the man so this is an impromptu (couldnt think of a better word) warning to STAY IN TOUCH! (so sorry if that is awkward but then again i dont care)
su kim. i. love. u. im so so SOOO sorry i havent been able to call u! NEMFA was all day sat and i had second sunday till noon then i napped cuz i needed to catch up on sleep from this past week and im sOOO sorry i havent called u can u pleez call me at like 3:30 tomorrow even if it is for like 10 minutes i really wanna talk to u and see how uve been! every time i think of u I smile!
to all my friends: follow ur heart and listen to ur gut cuz it most likely will work out and if it doesnt immediately it will eventually
i wanna know where i come from...badly. having no sense of where ur from is really scary, personally, it is kind of hindering my ability to move forward b/c i dont have a backward.
i love my bed
smile
The calm,
cool face of the river
asked me for a kiss. (langston hughes, i think, i got it from mary ellen)
fuck logic
my back is better the hole is gone!
Fucking hell, not u too, Brutus! -Julius Caesar
im production stage managing (PSM) midsummer and am kinda excited, i havent been so intimately involved with DC since before LSOH (MISS U SOOOOO MUCH!!!) i dunno if it is genuine excitement or just nostalgia from stage managing Much ado with krista and rachel... i miss that too...
well, i have only one supplement essay left and it really blows cuz it says nothing about me...oh well i really wanna go to GW so i better write it...
im kinda feelin lonely...(i now realize that this entry is just streams of conscious thought)
school is fine and i also cant wait to try out fro troupe! i also am glad chris is producing the show again
i dont have the heart to tell nap that ITS is not worth our time cuz we have to do SOO much work!
i feel like the love bug has bitten everybody but me (oh well with all the drama makes me not wanna date and who wants to date someone like me) [uh? why did u make that awkward?] {i dont reall give a flying fuck! only the people who take it that way will it be awkward} [oh...ok]
for some reason i dedicate this entry to sarah berner b/c she gave me the idea to write my streams of thought
its weird to think of the people u mention in ur common app essay (for me i mention Ben otto and tasha lende...weird huh?)
im really gonna miss everybody when they go off to college, i dunno ive just been thinking about a lot of stuff like one thing will make me think of it as if i was a college student and then i think that when im in college all my friends will be gone :(
erin bowman is the man!
i feel like some select friends are moving in the wrong direction, not that that is for me to decide, im just scared for them
ryan this might sound weird but i feel like when we go to college i might never hear from u again and i dont want that to happen cuz ur one of my best friends and uve heard a lot of my bullshit and are always there when i need someone to listen to me rant and ur basically the man so this is an impromptu (couldnt think of a better word) warning to STAY IN TOUCH! (so sorry if that is awkward but then again i dont care)
su kim. i. love. u. im so so SOOO sorry i havent been able to call u! NEMFA was all day sat and i had second sunday till noon then i napped cuz i needed to catch up on sleep from this past week and im sOOO sorry i havent called u can u pleez call me at like 3:30 tomorrow even if it is for like 10 minutes i really wanna talk to u and see how uve been! every time i think of u I smile!
to all my friends: follow ur heart and listen to ur gut cuz it most likely will work out and if it doesnt immediately it will eventually
i wanna know where i come from...badly. having no sense of where ur from is really scary, personally, it is kind of hindering my ability to move forward b/c i dont have a backward.
i love my bed
smile
The calm,
cool face of the river
asked me for a kiss. (langston hughes, i think, i got it from mary ellen)
fuck logic
my back is better the hole is gone!
Fucking hell, not u too, Brutus! -Julius Caesar