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the past few days have been pleasant.
i've been keeping busy.
which is nice.
but i do miss jamie.
and i honestly don't think that the feeling is very mutual.
which hurts pretty bad.
but i'm surviving.
hopefully we will.
i might be paranoid.
i know she went home in order to get away from athens and everything about it.
and i want her to be happy.
but this feels eerily similar to my last...abandonment.
[flashback twelve months]
it's been nice having Lukzy and Sam to visit with.
and hanging out with new people was fun.
and the chi-house is always nice.
and work is awesome as shit.
i don't know.
when the girl you've been with for seven months doesn't call or answer her phone for over a week, you have to wonder.
i just wish i knew what to expect.
i've been keeping busy.
which is nice.
but i do miss jamie.
and i honestly don't think that the feeling is very mutual.
which hurts pretty bad.
but i'm surviving.
hopefully we will.
i might be paranoid.
i know she went home in order to get away from athens and everything about it.
and i want her to be happy.
but this feels eerily similar to my last...abandonment.
[flashback twelve months]
it's been nice having Lukzy and Sam to visit with.
and hanging out with new people was fun.
and the chi-house is always nice.
and work is awesome as shit.
i don't know.
when the girl you've been with for seven months doesn't call or answer her phone for over a week, you have to wonder.
i just wish i knew what to expect.