turn
new year's day and, i'm still here. at work. again.
after the rollercoaster that was 2004, 2005 was a mild year. job stayed the same, relationships stayed the same, i didn't move, i didn't travel. but now i feel like i'm on a springboard again, and i just want those big changes that i kept expecting all of last year to happen, to happen.
and i certainly got the ball rolling last night, calling up olti seconds after he got out of the car and ending it. for reals.
so, resolutions, of sorts:
- get myself out of debt
- find a way to be truly happy being single
- spend more time with my family
- leave new york city for more than two days
but in order for me to do any of those things, i need to start off on the right foot - meaning, i cannot let this job rule my life anymore.
if we turn, turn, turn, turn, turn,
we might learn.
after the rollercoaster that was 2004, 2005 was a mild year. job stayed the same, relationships stayed the same, i didn't move, i didn't travel. but now i feel like i'm on a springboard again, and i just want those big changes that i kept expecting all of last year to happen, to happen.
and i certainly got the ball rolling last night, calling up olti seconds after he got out of the car and ending it. for reals.
so, resolutions, of sorts:
- get myself out of debt
- find a way to be truly happy being single
- spend more time with my family
- leave new york city for more than two days
but in order for me to do any of those things, i need to start off on the right foot - meaning, i cannot let this job rule my life anymore.
if we turn, turn, turn, turn, turn,
we might learn.