~Dont speak.
ok ive just had an amazing night entirely fully truely. <3
you know your life is fulfilled when you can sit drunk off your brain with ppl you've just met, yet who entirely adore you, and talk openly about your life and sex, dreams and everything,with base in your lap,absynthe in your hand and Placebo in the background
*sucker love is heaven sent*
[oh and have sex with the bedroom door open by accident and not haveone dodgy comment made]
depsite this, and despite how i think im ok, i still feel so frustrated at myself, im so very plain and dull, eating disorders are so last summer and everythign about me i felt was slightly just... *ME*? has very much spread to everyone. i need something new. thats just how i feel and i dont know why.
Today im dirty... and i want to be ~*~Pretty~*~.
you know your life is fulfilled when you can sit drunk off your brain with ppl you've just met, yet who entirely adore you, and talk openly about your life and sex, dreams and everything,with base in your lap,absynthe in your hand and Placebo in the background
*sucker love is heaven sent*
[oh and have sex with the bedroom door open by accident and not haveone dodgy comment made]
depsite this, and despite how i think im ok, i still feel so frustrated at myself, im so very plain and dull, eating disorders are so last summer and everythign about me i felt was slightly just... *ME*? has very much spread to everyone. i need something new. thats just how i feel and i dont know why.
Today im dirty... and i want to be ~*~Pretty~*~.