Leave pt.5
Title: Leave pt.5
Description: Fridays events in sians P.O.V with a twist
Rating:12
Dedicated to Ceyaro, chelse5599, alydonz, and lovinggirlz, thanks for all the wonderful comments everyone.
I have been sat here for 4 hours not moving, not speaking just praying she will wake up, im praying after everything that has happened with the church and the rejection.
Doctors and nurses come in and out of this room constantly checking up on her. This all feels like 1 big nightmare and I just want to wake up. Sally and Kevin have been and gone still bickering, so Rosie told them to leave and work it out. The last thing Sophie needs to wake up to is her parents arguing, if she wakes up? I was so angry at them, how could they think about themselves at a time like this.
I had listened to every track on the sophie <3 sian playlist on my ipod, so I thought I would do the 1 thing that I was afraid of the most, well actually now my biggest fear is losing the love of my life. So I did the second thing I was most afraid of, I opened myself up to her and decided to tell her how I really felt for once.
‘Sophie the moment you kissed me, my world turned upside down, I ran because I was scared, the kiss gave me so much love and it was a feeling I had never felt before. I tried to live without you but the more I tried the more my heart ached. I came back because I gave up fighting that battle, you had tore down the wall around my heart.
When we kissed again I knew that this is what I want, forever and always. That’s what we said to each other, forever. Sophie you are my forever, you’re my past, my present and I want more than anything for you to be my future.
God soph listen to me I sound well cheesy!’ I giggled , if she could hear me now she would prbrably be pullin some silly face and I would just laugh at her.
‘ So soph im sorry I left you, it was the dumbest thing I have ever done, so far, it was a rubbish holiday because you weren’t there, talking to me, cuddling me, kissing me or perving on me fit body in my bikini. You could deny it but we both know you would of, and I know I should have said this earlier but I have absolutely no feelings for chloe, why would I want anyone else when I have you, you daft mare.
Shall I tell you what I love about you, ok then I will, your smile, your laugh, your personality, the fact that your caring, your giving and don’t tell anyone but I love your smoking hot body. I love absolutely everything about you Soph, you are the definition of perfection to me’
I sat there stroking her arm trying to see if I still had the same effect on her, to see if I still gave her goosebumps when I touched her. I could have sworn I saw her skin rise slightly but then again I am speaking to myself so I wouldn’t exactly call myself sane at this moment in time.
‘Soph I know this is all my fault but if you wake up now I promise I will spend everyday of my life making it up to you, just please wake up and forgive me.’ I was begging her, I wanted her to wake up and to give me a chance to make it up to her.
I started to cry uncontrollably, it was the first time in years that I had let my emotions get the better of me. I looked up and saw the most amazing pair of blue eyes, I immediately got lost in them just like I did every time.
I saw a tear fall from her eyes and my hand instinctively went to her cheek to wipe the tear away. ‘Please tell me im not dreaming’ she shook her head. Sophie then started to cry, ‘hey babe why are you crying, do you want me to get a doctor’
‘Thankyou for opening up to me’ she smiled at me still struggling to contain her sobs. ‘How much of it did you hear?’
‘Everything im sorry I would have opened my eyes earlier but I knew you wouldn’t open up to me then.’
‘Hey don’t be sorry you need to hear it anyway’ I said whilst trying to soothe her.
‘Sian I am so sorry’
Stop it sophie, stop that right now’ I protested.
‘What?’
‘Apologising, im sorry Soph its all my fault’ I started crying again
‘Sian its not your fault’ she tried to comfort me byputting her hand on my arm.I grabbed her hand and intwined our fingers. ‘And sian I do regret it you were right..’
I silenced her with a kiss, a kiss filled with passion and want but most of all, love. She granted my tongue access immediately and I could feel her smiling into the kiss. We could have stayed like that for a lot longer, but the sound of someone clearing their throat caused us to pull apart.
We turned round towards the door to see who it was that had interrupted our perfect moment. Sophie turned and smiled, I however was not very pleased.
Haven't proof read so i hope its ok :), 1 more chapter to go :) <3 xx
Description: Fridays events in sians P.O.V with a twist
Rating:12
Dedicated to Ceyaro, chelse5599, alydonz, and lovinggirlz, thanks for all the wonderful comments everyone.
I have been sat here for 4 hours not moving, not speaking just praying she will wake up, im praying after everything that has happened with the church and the rejection.
Doctors and nurses come in and out of this room constantly checking up on her. This all feels like 1 big nightmare and I just want to wake up. Sally and Kevin have been and gone still bickering, so Rosie told them to leave and work it out. The last thing Sophie needs to wake up to is her parents arguing, if she wakes up? I was so angry at them, how could they think about themselves at a time like this.
I had listened to every track on the sophie <3 sian playlist on my ipod, so I thought I would do the 1 thing that I was afraid of the most, well actually now my biggest fear is losing the love of my life. So I did the second thing I was most afraid of, I opened myself up to her and decided to tell her how I really felt for once.
‘Sophie the moment you kissed me, my world turned upside down, I ran because I was scared, the kiss gave me so much love and it was a feeling I had never felt before. I tried to live without you but the more I tried the more my heart ached. I came back because I gave up fighting that battle, you had tore down the wall around my heart.
When we kissed again I knew that this is what I want, forever and always. That’s what we said to each other, forever. Sophie you are my forever, you’re my past, my present and I want more than anything for you to be my future.
God soph listen to me I sound well cheesy!’ I giggled , if she could hear me now she would prbrably be pullin some silly face and I would just laugh at her.
‘ So soph im sorry I left you, it was the dumbest thing I have ever done, so far, it was a rubbish holiday because you weren’t there, talking to me, cuddling me, kissing me or perving on me fit body in my bikini. You could deny it but we both know you would of, and I know I should have said this earlier but I have absolutely no feelings for chloe, why would I want anyone else when I have you, you daft mare.
Shall I tell you what I love about you, ok then I will, your smile, your laugh, your personality, the fact that your caring, your giving and don’t tell anyone but I love your smoking hot body. I love absolutely everything about you Soph, you are the definition of perfection to me’
I sat there stroking her arm trying to see if I still had the same effect on her, to see if I still gave her goosebumps when I touched her. I could have sworn I saw her skin rise slightly but then again I am speaking to myself so I wouldn’t exactly call myself sane at this moment in time.
‘Soph I know this is all my fault but if you wake up now I promise I will spend everyday of my life making it up to you, just please wake up and forgive me.’ I was begging her, I wanted her to wake up and to give me a chance to make it up to her.
I started to cry uncontrollably, it was the first time in years that I had let my emotions get the better of me. I looked up and saw the most amazing pair of blue eyes, I immediately got lost in them just like I did every time.
I saw a tear fall from her eyes and my hand instinctively went to her cheek to wipe the tear away. ‘Please tell me im not dreaming’ she shook her head. Sophie then started to cry, ‘hey babe why are you crying, do you want me to get a doctor’
‘Thankyou for opening up to me’ she smiled at me still struggling to contain her sobs. ‘How much of it did you hear?’
‘Everything im sorry I would have opened my eyes earlier but I knew you wouldn’t open up to me then.’
‘Hey don’t be sorry you need to hear it anyway’ I said whilst trying to soothe her.
‘Sian I am so sorry’
Stop it sophie, stop that right now’ I protested.
‘What?’
‘Apologising, im sorry Soph its all my fault’ I started crying again
‘Sian its not your fault’ she tried to comfort me byputting her hand on my arm.I grabbed her hand and intwined our fingers. ‘And sian I do regret it you were right..’
I silenced her with a kiss, a kiss filled with passion and want but most of all, love. She granted my tongue access immediately and I could feel her smiling into the kiss. We could have stayed like that for a lot longer, but the sound of someone clearing their throat caused us to pull apart.
We turned round towards the door to see who it was that had interrupted our perfect moment. Sophie turned and smiled, I however was not very pleased.
Haven't proof read so i hope its ok :), 1 more chapter to go :) <3 xx