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so a lot has happened since i last posted and so i decided to recount it for all of you.
homecoming. my last as a student. it was the coolest! the light show was the best thing besides the "e" i mean espcially for me, a light designer, i thought it seemed very appropriate. i love the hp guys they are now some of my closest friends and i wouldnt trade them for anything.
then i was voted Red carpet material for the senior favorites. and honestly wheni found out i was pissed. i was angry that i was voted an award that i didnt think i deserved. and i felt so self concious looking the way i did in front of all those people who barely know my name. but as i think more about it, im glad i was voted. im glad that i cant be as easily forgotten as i could have been. im glad that my hard work towards the theatre was recognized even if it was through promotion of other people. im warming up to the idea.
next is something that i havent done in a VERY long time, act. its weird but im excited. i have good feelings about the student directed, this time it really will be just us students because deason will be gone. but i think its a good thing. im glad that im in shelbys play, and im glad that im working with eddie. itll be a chance to gain a new friendship and strengthen another. itll give me a perspective that i havent seen in a couple of years.
so being as random as that was, the point is im excited. i may be tired, and bitchy sometimes but im excited. im glad to being doing new things and glad that i wont be forgotten as easily as others. its a new page!
homecoming. my last as a student. it was the coolest! the light show was the best thing besides the "e" i mean espcially for me, a light designer, i thought it seemed very appropriate. i love the hp guys they are now some of my closest friends and i wouldnt trade them for anything.
then i was voted Red carpet material for the senior favorites. and honestly wheni found out i was pissed. i was angry that i was voted an award that i didnt think i deserved. and i felt so self concious looking the way i did in front of all those people who barely know my name. but as i think more about it, im glad i was voted. im glad that i cant be as easily forgotten as i could have been. im glad that my hard work towards the theatre was recognized even if it was through promotion of other people. im warming up to the idea.
next is something that i havent done in a VERY long time, act. its weird but im excited. i have good feelings about the student directed, this time it really will be just us students because deason will be gone. but i think its a good thing. im glad that im in shelbys play, and im glad that im working with eddie. itll be a chance to gain a new friendship and strengthen another. itll give me a perspective that i havent seen in a couple of years.
so being as random as that was, the point is im excited. i may be tired, and bitchy sometimes but im excited. im glad to being doing new things and glad that i wont be forgotten as easily as others. its a new page!