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i can't even begin to describe to anyone what i am feeling right now. it is an incredible joy at the simplicity of life, and an amazement at how stupid we all are. everything is always go go go...everythings in the fast lane. everything takes hours to accomplish...i cant explain it. it's okay to just stop. to stop and sit and think. and appreciate the smallest, simplest, most trivial thing in the entire world. there is nothing wrong with that. and completely throw sight out! close your eyes. and appreciate things using your other senses. close your eyes and feel every groove, every line of your thumb. the immaculate detail that you could NOT possibley recreate in an synthetic manner. feel the natural beauty of the world around you. the part of the world that wasnt created by man. just take the time to slow down and marvel at what wonderfull things lie in wait, if we could just pause...and stop taking them for granted. earlier on tonight i was sitting in tim hortons and i recieved a cup of ice water. and i just sat there and marveled at the innate sculptures of beauty sitting in my cup. those little pieces of ice were perfection. they were a whole world in themselves. there was a level of intensity that could not possibley be explained by the simplistic human langauge. and how guttaral those tones are. we are a crude race. we are swine, not worthy to grace the boundaries of this disgusting human existance. there is a whole world out there that we just need to get out and experience. theres no need to keep with the garrish special effects of every day life...