Dec 18, 2005 18:03
i have no idea whats going on. im in such an odd state of balance. in my defense i can at least claim the presence of balance where as before this hasn't been the case. life is always well suited for the balance but sometimes, knowingly or not, we reject it, claiming that it, in and of itself is what denies us the opportunity to be "real" or sustained. its easy to sway to one side or the other and remain upon those high manic cliffs above a sea side or deep beneath the verry sea itself. balance. one must keep in mind that understanding the values and subsequent shortcomings of both sides is of paramount importance. when dealing with matters of the heart, however, it is not so clear.