vengeance is lord's, or so they say
I've been trying to work through all my issues with jp, and i'm stuck on one thing. I don't know how to forgive. I'm a pretty easy going until someone gives me a reason to hate them. Then I become full of wrath and vengeance. Karma is paying me back with this new start. But i'm still holding onto this need for retribution by my own hand. It's hard to leave it up to God. But I guess he is el shaddai, the great destroyer. If I were God that is what would come out of me. But i think may be able to finally let it go; it's taken me what? 7 months. I'm diddling around on the internet waiting for jp to get home, 1 more hour and then my baby will be home. anywho, i hope everyone has a great week.