Jul 24, 2006 19:05
My dad had a wonderful birthday yesterday. When he says he'd rather spend his birthday with his two sons and wife more than anyone I know I can believe him. What a good friend.
We went to the coast where it was only 76 degrees in comparison to Corvallis' 108. Damn.
Can we get some sweater weather soon? i NEED it. I am Norwegian. I wasn't built for tropical weather.
Trying to finish writing songs for Ben and Mallory's wedding. I have to be done with the lyrics tonight. The music is complete. Lyrics are always the hardest because you always want to do your best to write something meaningful.
My body is tired. It's rare that I really find a free moment. It's rare that I find alone time.
I'm constantly exhausted.
Wondering about alot of things lately. I hate to worry. I have difficulty dreaming even.
I played a show last week at Sahalie and started crying in the middle of a song. I feel vulnerable. It hasn't been easy lately. It just hasn't.