post 4: standing on the edge, wondering if I should jump
This week will be hell.
Monday: English test, make up test during lunch
Tuesday: Precal quiz, UIL
Wednesday: Chem lab due, lesson
Thursday: Precal test, The Prince due, practice
Friday: APUSH quiz, Compsci test, Chem test, football game
Saturday: Competition
What is this?! We still have so much crap to go through even after UIL. The need to stab something ....rising.
The drama has not subsided. It is still going on, perhaps more strongly than before. I've just gotten used to it.
How do you know if you hate someone? Do you feel irrationally irritated at everything they say? That person, perhaps I'm jealous of them. Why is that person taking my friend, yet still clinging to the person I like? That person isn't a bad person, I've never thought of him/her as anything but kind. So why now?
How do you know if you love someone? Do you feeling strangely happy every time you see him, every time you talk to him? Do you feel concerned for how he feels? Do feel like you can be yourself around that person? Are you in bliss every moment you are with him?
And about the freshman kid. He's strangely perceptive, but luckily not enough to detect the truth. Perhaps he's just paranoid when it comes to people relations.
Gah, I'm still rather pissed that unwanted person number 1 took my catch phrase. I want to say "become machine" but it feels slimy every time I think of it now.
P.S. PSAT went alright? I still suck at the writing section, but I'm pretty sure I got high enough to stay in NHS. >.>
Monday: English test, make up test during lunch
Tuesday: Precal quiz, UIL
Wednesday: Chem lab due, lesson
Thursday: Precal test, The Prince due, practice
Friday: APUSH quiz, Compsci test, Chem test, football game
Saturday: Competition
What is this?! We still have so much crap to go through even after UIL. The need to stab something ....rising.
The drama has not subsided. It is still going on, perhaps more strongly than before. I've just gotten used to it.
How do you know if you hate someone? Do you feel irrationally irritated at everything they say? That person, perhaps I'm jealous of them. Why is that person taking my friend, yet still clinging to the person I like? That person isn't a bad person, I've never thought of him/her as anything but kind. So why now?
How do you know if you love someone? Do you feeling strangely happy every time you see him, every time you talk to him? Do you feel concerned for how he feels? Do feel like you can be yourself around that person? Are you in bliss every moment you are with him?
And about the freshman kid. He's strangely perceptive, but luckily not enough to detect the truth. Perhaps he's just paranoid when it comes to people relations.
Gah, I'm still rather pissed that unwanted person number 1 took my catch phrase. I want to say "become machine" but it feels slimy every time I think of it now.
P.S. PSAT went alright? I still suck at the writing section, but I'm pretty sure I got high enough to stay in NHS. >.>