Realization.
I've come to the realizaton, that the person I THOUGHT was a real friend ... isn't. We've been through a lot together, and then he completely blows me off. Im finished with this shit. I'm not going to waste my time on stupid shit that only upsets me. I'll let people to their own thing and I'll just know that next time I need to be more careful. The funny part is...i thought he was a real friend. Maybe I'm overreacting, and there is a good reason, but it sure as hell seems like a bunch of bull to me. But oh well, I'm over it. Everyone tells me that once you are out of school, you dont stay friends usually, so i've only got one year to go. I'll probably do the same thing that I did last year. Cept this year I'll be at SCC in the afternoon, so i dont even have to deal with the lunch drama.
I dont know. I'm beginning to think there is something wrong with me. Am I too ugly, or too fat? To bitchy? To touchy? TO something??? I dont know. I dont understand. Oh well, evidently, i'm not good enough for most of them, so all i can say to them, is kiss my ass. I dont care. Dont let the door hit ya where the good lord split ya! BYE!
Anyway. I think I'm going to get going.
For all that cares... all talk to ya later.
For those who dont, dont bother reading this anymore.
<3 melissa XoXo
I dont know. I'm beginning to think there is something wrong with me. Am I too ugly, or too fat? To bitchy? To touchy? TO something??? I dont know. I dont understand. Oh well, evidently, i'm not good enough for most of them, so all i can say to them, is kiss my ass. I dont care. Dont let the door hit ya where the good lord split ya! BYE!
Anyway. I think I'm going to get going.
For all that cares... all talk to ya later.
For those who dont, dont bother reading this anymore.
<3 melissa XoXo