I dont even know what to title this damn thing today.
So - I definatly had another attack. This time though, i talked to Lisa, and I'm going to go to the Doctor probably next week. She'll then tell me whether or not I need meds *probably wont take them - so it would just be a waste of money anyway* anyhow... i'm going to go see her and tell her everything that needs to be said and see what she
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Thanks for hopeing i'd feel better. It probably wont happen though.
Next.. I have a bone to pick with you because truthfully, this is bullshit.
I am NOT your go-between. I will not, i repeat, NOT, sit here and listen to this stuff ... I don't think he took them - however, even if he did - I can honestly say that I don't care. Whats good for the goose is good for the gander. You cannot sit here and tell me that you didn't have it comin' in some way - because you cant tell me that youve never taken anything that wasn't yours - and you cant tell me that you have nothing of his. So I don't want to hear it. I am not going to go be a part of your "posse" and yell at Andrew for taking them - However, i don't think he did. If he did- i will give you this much, he shouldn't have- but i don't care one way or another to tell you the truth. Its carama sweetheart, what comes around goes around.
If you expect me to get back the things that you want, then i expect you to give me back the things that he wants - so all is fair. (ie.. trenchcoat, DVD player and ICP hat) but if you are not going to be fair about all of this then be your own woman and call him up and ask him yourself. And don't gimme the bullshit about "we're not supposed to be talking" because, frankly, i don't care. I am not your messanger.
Well Im at it... ive heard that youve been telling a story about me ... (if this is not true, then disregard it) that has something to do with that txt message that you ACCIDENTLY got from me. Well, if its true and you've been reading it to people and telling them that you think you know what its about or telling them that you know what its about ... news flash ... YOU HAVE NO IDEA, so shut your mouth about it. OBVIOUSLY, It wasn't ABOUT you or TOO you, so why are you worried about it. Delete it and get on with your life. Don't obsess over it. Its seriously like you've got nothing better to do with your time.
Well - Ive said my peice for now.. I'm not threw with everything i have to say to you- because i'm getting fed up with a bunch of shit that i'm hearing. And I from what i know of you, its not far from the truth. So, i doubt these people are lying - PLUS i trust these people, WITH MY LIFE.
Im not threw - but i am not going to stress myself out over this crap, because i have enough to deal with. I don't need to have an attack over the stupid comments that i get on here, its NOT worth it.
Like I said, if you wanna gimme the stuff that you still have of his, i'll figure out what happen - if he truly has them, and i'll get them back for you. But do NOT expect me to be conserned, if you don't want to hand over the things that should belong to him. I am not falling in your trap of double standards. Whats good for you, is good for him and me and everyone else.
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about that txt message... i DID delete it. when i asked you about it i deleted it. no i wasn't going around reading it to people telling them what i thought it was about or anything.
anyways, i'm tired of dealing with all this shit. obviously we weren't meant to be friends because of all the bullshit thats going on. you hear one thing from people that you "trust with your life" yet you don't confront me about it or whatever. i'm tired you that. whatever. i'm not going to stoop to those levels of stupidity.
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and not that it really matters but congrats on your graduation.
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The trench coat you gave me two dollars to help me buy. I believe ill keep that. The dice you can have, josh ripped one of them off, (at least i think it was josh) The dvd player worked fine when i gave it to you, but i do need it. and the hat i would like back, now,
Your casset tapes. I only know of the two, i have them in the car, the cd didnt work very well, and i tried to clean it and it did nothing, so i threw it away. It may be childish, but i dont really care, i need the dvd player and i want the hat and jacket back. Your right, i gave them to you. In light of what happened, dont you think its probably best that we are square?
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ALLI, DO NOT COMMENT ON MY JOURNAL, ABOUT YOUR FUCKING THINGS THAT SUPPOSEDLY THIEL HAS, THEN SAY YOU DON'T EVEN CARE. This is BULLSHIT!
As far as the stuff, I DO BELIEVE... THAT THE DVD Player was given to you for you to use, because you VCR wasn't working. And as far as that goes, i know that because YOU FUCKING TOLD ME THAT YOU DIDN'T WANT TO BE A BITCH TO HIM BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T WANT HIM TO TAKE IT BACK!
AND YES.. THE DVD PLAYER SUCKS NOW, because you dropped it and were being careless with it.. just like you are with other peoples feelings and things.
Whatever, this is between you two i guess, but i think what you said was bullshit. You leave that comment on here, saying you want them back - then when he decideds he wants his stuff back... you decided you don't care about the spikes. This is bullshit. You said this is childish supiditidy, - whatever alli, i do believe that you are the most childish of us all.
I think that it may have been I that ripped off the dice ... totally on accident. I think it got caught on me or something I dont remember...*if its what i'm thinking of, but it might not be* one night when andrew and i went to see a movie. I did not know they were yours so sorry - and even if they weren't...i'm sorry *to andrew*
Oh and Alli, I DID say that IF you WERE NOT talking about me like I heard- about the text to DISREGARD what i said. I wasn't saying it in a bitchy tone, i was just saying it. I told you once that i wouldn't take the things that you had to say and i was going to treat you as you treat me. You laughed at me.. but thats how you treat me. And i said that i wasn't finished talking ... because of some OTHER things that ive been hearing that has NOTHING to do with the text. The people that i talk to about those, is NOT THe same person who said u were talking about the txt.
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The ski jacket i gave you is a 250 dollar jacket, i only paid 150, but that doesnt make it not expensive. For the love of god, can i at least have my hat back. Yes, i gave it to you, because you when i told you i had one, you said, OOO give it to me. I just want it back, keep the damn dvd player, ill just have to spend my own fucking money and buy a new one, because your being selfish, you know things have changed since i gave them to you, and you know when i did, that i was planning on being with you for a while, not having you jerk me around like a rag doll and then throwing me to the curb. Dont tell me that you didnt becaus you told me that that is what you did to me.
I want the dvd player and the hat back, but if the hat is all that i can get, ill take it. Show some decency and let me have it. You know the only reason your doing this is because,
A. You know it pisses me off
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B. Your too cheap to buy your own damn dvd player.
And id like to know how you fucking droped it. It was setting on your damn dresser. Not even like it had room to fall.
The hat. If possible the dvd player, just let me have them for the love of God.
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