Oct 14, 2005 03:13
So here I am at 3 am with my warm blankets wrapping around me like the fuzzy daze of my goodnight pill.
Today was half good / half bad, I awoke in good spirits also in another's bed. We all tell stories of ex's and whatnot... nut I'm going back there.. to live, It's a smart move financially as most of my worry and frustration comes from my bills. Her mom will help me sort that all out.
I'm doing this despite what some people may say because i know that what has been said has been said.
I will have my own room too. ;)
Not to mention that despite some of the crap i've had to say, Bry is my best friend, she's the one who's been there just to be there when i've needed it even if it was because i was upset at her.. She's among the very few came out of her way in extreme circumstances to just sit and let me cry. I've done the same for her many a time.
Not to mention, there is no way in hell I'm going to lose another friend again. I've lost too many to count after all the moves as a kid, Every 3 years all new faces, strangers. Well... for fucks sake I choose to live and talk and just be with all of you as well. I need to get better. We all know I'm sick. At at least in that house i can start to rebuild what is left of me I don't want to lose any of you guys, whether in Montreal, UK, Scattered across the Maritimes. And you west coaster too..
I need to do this so i can still be a friend back at some point, I'm just going on a little bit of a break from the hustle and bustle. You're all welcome to visit at the new local. It's on a regular bus route. Just lemme know first
I'm doing this because my best friend asked me to do whats best for me. Her mom is also a good cook.
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now with that said it still doesn't change much, although the busses obky run at 1100Pm days can still be an oppurtunity. plus I'll probably spend more time online so you can keep ib touch..
ttyl
insomnia boy