Jan 31, 2005 00:53
I was thinking, perhaps, that maybe I'll use this. Then again, lots of
people know I have this livejournal, and perhaps it would be better,
for the purposes which I would like to use this journal, to use one of
my unknown xanga names. Sometimes I get asked why I don't just use
private posting, but I don't like doing that. If I'm going to post
something privately, I might as well write it in my real paper journal.
Things suck right now. Perhaps the suckage will get better. Perhaps it
will not. It depends on the strength of my conviction and the maturity
of a certain other individual.
Why do I have to love so hard that even when I stop, there's still enough emotional residue to make me depressed for months?