Nov 12, 2009 00:23
ok i know i just posted but this was totally unrealated to running or whatever else is going on in my life. these are just thoughts....
i've been listening to coldplay ALOT lately. idk why but right now the mood/tone that chris martin is brining in his music is really resonating with all the issues going on in my life. it also kinda helps me feel better and i am able to bury myself in his lyrics and kinda give me hope for the future--that good things always follow even if we dont know what is going to happen.
everyone gets some sunshine right?
well there's ths one song called strawberry swing that is my favorite on the live coldplay cd. it is amazing. i havent felt this way about a song in a loong time. i feel like i've been asleep for a while and just woken up..(as cliche as it sounds, that is how as of late)
strawberry swing makes me wanna go out and find my true self, find the person i am meant to be with. i havent had aboyfriend in foreve it feels like. i'm not saying i want one now, but it'd be nice of somebody that i am attracted to showed a little interest....
am i too agressive with my needs?
are my goals too intimidating? i know what i want in life, so why are men afraid of that?
i need someone that can handle my needs, wants, passions for life. that can accept me for my flaws, and love me for my inner-beauty.
i wanna find a person that is interesting and likes (not all) same things as i. that have a genuine interest in a broad spectrum of ideas, concepts, subjects...
is that a lot to ask for?--maybe, but somewhere out there, my guy exists.
where are you damnit?!