HP777
so im at my dads house waiting for dinner... and so i type.
harry potter release party was last night.
i worked in the cafe and it was crazy.
crazy in a real cool way.
it remined me of younger days.
and i dont know if the difference in actaully my age, or my older activitys.
but the feeling of having so many people around you,
sweat, hott, muggy, loud, laughs
dressed up and dressed down
girls with wristbands of different colors,
boys with makeup on.
those are things i love.
shorts hair spiked with black nailpolish.
long hairs flowing with glitter robes.
little kids running around with not parents to hold them down.
grown ups tired or standing wanting to sit down anywhere.
i wanted to stand in the groups of people for so long.
i wanted to say hello to the ones i didnt know
and smile at all the young teenagers walking around
with the "im too cool" look on their face,
while under that look lyes the "i want you to say hi to me" look...
you can always tell if they look back at your once you've past.
thats how you really know they thought, 'who are you'
i exspecially like that look.
maybe everybody does.
i think it makes you feel, like you are somebody worth wondering about.
and i dont know who wouldnt like feeling that special.
i also believe that there is a such thing as the "please say hi to me" look.
although it comes in different forms.
and even though people are compeletly surprized once you do infact say hi.
its like, they still want it.
they want to talk to you, somehow.
and i dig how that happens, with just the eye contact of strangers.
people were ready.
ready for anything and everything all at the same time.
lets there be a riot, we would be ready.
its like everyone who was working had been trained.
"this will be a mad house, be on your gaurd."
and i guess i loved it.
i saw the twins and julian while i was barista'ing and they came over just to say hi, which i thought was way cool.
and i thought it was even cooler when i got the look from julian.
the, "Hey, you're my friend, how are you, here i am" look.
for the first time, ever.
which is really super awsome.
it was like feeling close up, instead of far way.
on my lunch break i got to sworm through the masses.
and katie was in the back and she hugged me, and we wanted to talk.
which is the case when ever we see each other for real.
because even if i dont see her for weeks, or months,
she is still katie, and i am kacee, and we talk.
and i believe it is the funniest thing in fact.
because we talk as if we know everything about each other,
while catching up on everything we dont know.
it is classic, and easy.
and completely true.
true to our bones.
i also gave my dogs a bath today.
hooray for the dogs.
and extra hooray for the kittens at the house waiting for me to get home,
and extra extra hooray for daddy saying the zack and odie made a poem for lisa.
i think that is quite an essential update for now.
glad you are still out there.
and still listening.
ill be back, when i have more things worth your time.
sincerely,
- kamo
harry potter release party was last night.
i worked in the cafe and it was crazy.
crazy in a real cool way.
it remined me of younger days.
and i dont know if the difference in actaully my age, or my older activitys.
but the feeling of having so many people around you,
sweat, hott, muggy, loud, laughs
dressed up and dressed down
girls with wristbands of different colors,
boys with makeup on.
those are things i love.
shorts hair spiked with black nailpolish.
long hairs flowing with glitter robes.
little kids running around with not parents to hold them down.
grown ups tired or standing wanting to sit down anywhere.
i wanted to stand in the groups of people for so long.
i wanted to say hello to the ones i didnt know
and smile at all the young teenagers walking around
with the "im too cool" look on their face,
while under that look lyes the "i want you to say hi to me" look...
you can always tell if they look back at your once you've past.
thats how you really know they thought, 'who are you'
i exspecially like that look.
maybe everybody does.
i think it makes you feel, like you are somebody worth wondering about.
and i dont know who wouldnt like feeling that special.
i also believe that there is a such thing as the "please say hi to me" look.
although it comes in different forms.
and even though people are compeletly surprized once you do infact say hi.
its like, they still want it.
they want to talk to you, somehow.
and i dig how that happens, with just the eye contact of strangers.
people were ready.
ready for anything and everything all at the same time.
lets there be a riot, we would be ready.
its like everyone who was working had been trained.
"this will be a mad house, be on your gaurd."
and i guess i loved it.
i saw the twins and julian while i was barista'ing and they came over just to say hi, which i thought was way cool.
and i thought it was even cooler when i got the look from julian.
the, "Hey, you're my friend, how are you, here i am" look.
for the first time, ever.
which is really super awsome.
it was like feeling close up, instead of far way.
on my lunch break i got to sworm through the masses.
and katie was in the back and she hugged me, and we wanted to talk.
which is the case when ever we see each other for real.
because even if i dont see her for weeks, or months,
she is still katie, and i am kacee, and we talk.
and i believe it is the funniest thing in fact.
because we talk as if we know everything about each other,
while catching up on everything we dont know.
it is classic, and easy.
and completely true.
true to our bones.
i also gave my dogs a bath today.
hooray for the dogs.
and extra hooray for the kittens at the house waiting for me to get home,
and extra extra hooray for daddy saying the zack and odie made a poem for lisa.
i think that is quite an essential update for now.
glad you are still out there.
and still listening.
ill be back, when i have more things worth your time.
sincerely,
- kamo