Aug 11, 2007 22:04
I waited 8months to get what I wanted
I have it & I still want it more then ever
And in less then 24hours its been taken away from me
& its something no one can fix.
Im scared, nervous, upset, pissed, name it.
What's wrong with me?
I don't want to lose him.
I don't want to hurt myself. Guard where are you when I need you?
Im scared. This is something I have to do for myself.
I have no idea what to do. I just wish it was simple.
All the good things are worth it?
Or if you love something give it away?
I just need someone to be there for me while Im trying to be there for him