16/07/12
It would appear that it has almost been a year since I made a post to my livejournal. I got a bit obsessed when I was bored last summer and what do you know here I am once again bored out of my mind.
A lot has changed in a year yet some things are still the same. Tomorrow is supposed to be the day I graduate four years of University but it seems that some things don't turn out like they are meant to. I failed my placement, well technically I dropped out. It was one of the hardest things i've ever had to do in my life and although I wish things had been different I sort of have come to accept that some things aren't meant to be and everything happens for a reason of course. Like I say tomorrow my friends who I have been with for the past four years will be graduating university and I wont be there to celebrate with them. A part of me is really jealous, I thought that I knew what I wanted to do with my life and I thought it would all slot into place magically but sometimes things dont go according to plan. While my friends will be starting their first year of teaching in September I will be once again starting my school placement. I'm not sure that teaching is for me anymore but I know I have to at least give it a chance.
I have though finished the academic part of University, perhaps I didn't do as well as I would have liked but thats life. I just have to hope for the best.
A lot has changed in a year yet some things are still the same. Tomorrow is supposed to be the day I graduate four years of University but it seems that some things don't turn out like they are meant to. I failed my placement, well technically I dropped out. It was one of the hardest things i've ever had to do in my life and although I wish things had been different I sort of have come to accept that some things aren't meant to be and everything happens for a reason of course. Like I say tomorrow my friends who I have been with for the past four years will be graduating university and I wont be there to celebrate with them. A part of me is really jealous, I thought that I knew what I wanted to do with my life and I thought it would all slot into place magically but sometimes things dont go according to plan. While my friends will be starting their first year of teaching in September I will be once again starting my school placement. I'm not sure that teaching is for me anymore but I know I have to at least give it a chance.
I have though finished the academic part of University, perhaps I didn't do as well as I would have liked but thats life. I just have to hope for the best.