Jun 26, 2010 09:34
Being a failure for the past weeks or so has made me realize just how much I absolutely hate the absence of hunger. I can't do without the feeling of hunger. It's just a part of what makes me feel like I am succeeding at something and actually worthwhile.
That being said, I am fasting today. I don't know how to make the goal for longer than today simply because I have continually failed my plans for the last few weeks. I was down to 111.0 before, and now I am 120.0... how did I let this happen?? The answer is more that I shouldn't have.