arghhh
I am really cranky right now because I'm hot and gross and its just one of those days.
My sister is pissing me off soo bad and all I want to do is go somewhere and do something other than being in my house because its really starting to where me down. It's sad too, because it should be the place I come to to relax and it is definetly the place I flee.
Being at Hartwick all day Friday didn't help either because now I just want to be there. I have nothing holding me back from fianlly being able to do what I want all of the time except that stupid audition that is going to be much ahrder than I anticipated. I'm nervous and scared and I don't like it.
I need some reassurance and a good hug... but I'm not expecting it because my expections rarely are met, the question is are they too high or do people just lack that much compassion? Who knows.
My sister is pissing me off soo bad and all I want to do is go somewhere and do something other than being in my house because its really starting to where me down. It's sad too, because it should be the place I come to to relax and it is definetly the place I flee.
Being at Hartwick all day Friday didn't help either because now I just want to be there. I have nothing holding me back from fianlly being able to do what I want all of the time except that stupid audition that is going to be much ahrder than I anticipated. I'm nervous and scared and I don't like it.
I need some reassurance and a good hug... but I'm not expecting it because my expections rarely are met, the question is are they too high or do people just lack that much compassion? Who knows.