may be this time i got it right? may be... NOT!
well, what do you want me to say? i'm right about to turn into a male-fantasy-degrading-kewpie-doll! perhaps with a little weigh and self-control problem:))
aye-aye! positive thinking, eh?
watched lock, stock and two smokin' barrels about two weeks ago and fell in love with this film! completely! it's the most adorable piece of modern cinema art that ever came out on wide screens! i only regret not watching it earlier!:)
i'm at work, waiting for me dad to come. got completely nothing to do, therefore i sit on me ass and write stupid things here:)
i met Him yesterday. and those 4 hours together have made me even more addicted. cant' stop thinking of him! just CAN"T!.. basically it's all the same as always!:) except for.. well, when we were walking down the street after he's parked his car, we were hugging and all that. even though our friends could see us. but when we joined all together, we were walking like 2 metres away from each other! is this NORMAL behaviour?
i said i missed him and he replied that he's got no time to even miss.. shit! i'm becoming obsessed...
oh! and one more thing! a friend of mine decided to play phychiatrist yesterday... but there was onу thing that has really made me think! he said that i've got someone on me mind (and boy, was he right) and that untill i get rid of this thing or get together with that someone, i'm gonna reject any possibility of a relationship... and by the time i'm 25, as long as i don't find a special someone, i'm in BIG trouble... perhaps, perhaps...
that reminds me of a saying: in this life one should not search for a person who he can live with, for there are many people of this kind. but one should search for a person he CAN"T live WITHOUT!.. seems like this is true in my case!
he's also told me that i'm gonna calm down a bit in the future (meaning my suicidal activities) and for the first time in my life i said it out loud: I DON"T WANT TO CALM DOWN! I DON'T WANT IT TO STOP! end of story!:)
aye-aye! positive thinking, eh?
watched lock, stock and two smokin' barrels about two weeks ago and fell in love with this film! completely! it's the most adorable piece of modern cinema art that ever came out on wide screens! i only regret not watching it earlier!:)
i'm at work, waiting for me dad to come. got completely nothing to do, therefore i sit on me ass and write stupid things here:)
i met Him yesterday. and those 4 hours together have made me even more addicted. cant' stop thinking of him! just CAN"T!.. basically it's all the same as always!:) except for.. well, when we were walking down the street after he's parked his car, we were hugging and all that. even though our friends could see us. but when we joined all together, we were walking like 2 metres away from each other! is this NORMAL behaviour?
i said i missed him and he replied that he's got no time to even miss.. shit! i'm becoming obsessed...
oh! and one more thing! a friend of mine decided to play phychiatrist yesterday... but there was onу thing that has really made me think! he said that i've got someone on me mind (and boy, was he right) and that untill i get rid of this thing or get together with that someone, i'm gonna reject any possibility of a relationship... and by the time i'm 25, as long as i don't find a special someone, i'm in BIG trouble... perhaps, perhaps...
that reminds me of a saying: in this life one should not search for a person who he can live with, for there are many people of this kind. but one should search for a person he CAN"T live WITHOUT!.. seems like this is true in my case!
he's also told me that i'm gonna calm down a bit in the future (meaning my suicidal activities) and for the first time in my life i said it out loud: I DON"T WANT TO CALM DOWN! I DON'T WANT IT TO STOP! end of story!:)