At least I won't have to see, see you float away
I might disintergrate into the thin air if you'd like.
hello hello.
This weekend was allright. I honestly can't remember what I did friday. I think i watched a movie and just napped and all that. it was nice, I really needed the sleep and rest. saturday I sat around outside because it was so nice, and I feel bad for anyone who couldn't/didn't make it out. at 7 I went over andys and chilled with cassie jenny danny pete and andy. that was funny and chill, headed home cause we ran out of things to do at andy's so I didn't want to spend the night. went home and stargazed some, because mars was really prominent and I saw a shooting star in andy's yard so i thought I'd watch the sky for a bit. today i really just put off my homework.
+it's eggnog season, aka i've had 6 cups of coffee today
+I drew seven historical cartoons. Me and andy draw cartoons throughout the school day then show them to each other to guage how funny they are. it makes school bearable.
+Hung out with some pretty cool people sat
+slept a ridiculous amount
So theres the good things that happened this weekend. I made a list of those because people keep saying I seem odd. To be honest I have felt real down lately, but that's not unusual. Usually I do real well dor 4-6 months then I feel lousy for 1-2 months. No biggie, i should be over all this emo stuff soon anyway. lately skeet has been a confidant and i'm grateful for it. Any way it's just really been an overhwelming october/november. I've had a lack of sleep, too much sleep, anxiety attacks, self doubt, paranoia, and I resisted temptation, and what's worse was I regretted resisting it, but overall i'm glad I did. :] so hmm. I think i'll go ahead and try a little harder to act normal again, because I have other people to support and if I fried fish i'd probably have bigger fish to fry. so Late-ah!
I might disintergrate into the thin air if you'd like.
hello hello.
This weekend was allright. I honestly can't remember what I did friday. I think i watched a movie and just napped and all that. it was nice, I really needed the sleep and rest. saturday I sat around outside because it was so nice, and I feel bad for anyone who couldn't/didn't make it out. at 7 I went over andys and chilled with cassie jenny danny pete and andy. that was funny and chill, headed home cause we ran out of things to do at andy's so I didn't want to spend the night. went home and stargazed some, because mars was really prominent and I saw a shooting star in andy's yard so i thought I'd watch the sky for a bit. today i really just put off my homework.
+it's eggnog season, aka i've had 6 cups of coffee today
+I drew seven historical cartoons. Me and andy draw cartoons throughout the school day then show them to each other to guage how funny they are. it makes school bearable.
+Hung out with some pretty cool people sat
+slept a ridiculous amount
So theres the good things that happened this weekend. I made a list of those because people keep saying I seem odd. To be honest I have felt real down lately, but that's not unusual. Usually I do real well dor 4-6 months then I feel lousy for 1-2 months. No biggie, i should be over all this emo stuff soon anyway. lately skeet has been a confidant and i'm grateful for it. Any way it's just really been an overhwelming october/november. I've had a lack of sleep, too much sleep, anxiety attacks, self doubt, paranoia, and I resisted temptation, and what's worse was I regretted resisting it, but overall i'm glad I did. :] so hmm. I think i'll go ahead and try a little harder to act normal again, because I have other people to support and if I fried fish i'd probably have bigger fish to fry. so Late-ah!
I might disintergrate into the thin air if you'd like.