Not A Damn Thing...
x-hey-x
---it doesnt even feel like im sitting in a chair... im just kinda floatin---
Crazy shit has been happenin the past few days. I guess it all started like 2 days ago? Actually, mainly yesterday.
Anyways, I got a call Saturday at about 7 pm... it was Ricky. For some ungodly reason he wanted me to go with him to Eddie and Mikey's. Of course I said no, and we went on. I got another call at about 10 pm from Sarah and Sierra. They told me that Ricky wanted me back. He said he made a huge mistake breaking up with me, and he wishes he wouldn't have. He said he wants to give it another shot~n~all this shit. I don't know if I want to believe him or not. I've been doing my BEST to be a bitch towards him ever since he broke up with Sierra... and, obviously it didn't work. I mean, I've done some shitty ass things towards him, but whatever.
So, Sarah and Sierra ended up picking me up at midnight to go to Allie's party. Got there... not too many people were there. The usuals. So, me and Sierra kept taking shots of Triple Sec and Amaretto. I'll admit, I felt like a light-weight because I was tipsy by my 10th shot of both. Very sad. We left at 1 am and went back to Sarah's. Well, guess who showed up? Ricky, Dale and Eddie. Well, I was expecting to "talk" to him about all the shit that was going on... but it didn't happen like I thought. Then, Mikey showed up. Anywho, at like 2 am everyone went to Dale's car to "party", I guess. They smoked black~n~milds and everyone was already drunk from the alcohol at Sarah's house(except me, Ricky and Dale). They were all piled in Dale's car, and I didn't feel like partying so I sat outside. I was alone for a good 10 min until Ricky came out and sat by me. We talked for a bit... and he was like "Are you still mad at me for anything?" I said no, because I'm not, and he said good. Blah blah blah. We didn't talk about him "wanting me back" though. So, then me and him went back into Sarah's to eat the pizza... we talked to her mom for a bit, then everyone came back in.
They all ate hamburger pizza(I didn't... ew). Ricky layed on the ground right beside my feet... I had some pixy sticks and we were playing with them. I started to get up and get more, and he just grabbed my leg... but I just kinda kicked it off and went on. They left about 25 minutes later... he just kept looking at me, like he wanted me to do something... but I didn't.
Let's see... I never stopped liking him... ever since he broke up with me. Actually, I don't think I even thought about him for about 2 weeks during early June... but that's another story. But, I do like him. I can't deny that. And, if he wants to give it another shot, I probably will. But, then again... he had his chance... he blew that chance... and it's his fault. So, why should I even give him another shot? There really is no reason. Well, I have a few reasons why I would go back out with him, but I have more reasons to why I shouldn't. I just need to talk to him and figure things out.
GAYNESS. Dammit, I hate guys... ALL OF YOU SUCK.
So, tonite I went to the drive in with Abbie Knear... we saw Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest. Killer movie... It fucking rocked. BUT IT ENDED SO BAD. OMG.
After Pirates, we left and went to Jess' house in Crandall. We stayed there for like 3 hours and toked it up... we played Ten Thousand too... I came in 3rd place(out of 4). Eh. It was fun. Then, we took her and Tall to her dad's place in Elizabeth. Now, I'm home.
WHATIFGODWASONEOFUS?
x-andrea-x
---it doesnt even feel like im sitting in a chair... im just kinda floatin---
Crazy shit has been happenin the past few days. I guess it all started like 2 days ago? Actually, mainly yesterday.
Anyways, I got a call Saturday at about 7 pm... it was Ricky. For some ungodly reason he wanted me to go with him to Eddie and Mikey's. Of course I said no, and we went on. I got another call at about 10 pm from Sarah and Sierra. They told me that Ricky wanted me back. He said he made a huge mistake breaking up with me, and he wishes he wouldn't have. He said he wants to give it another shot~n~all this shit. I don't know if I want to believe him or not. I've been doing my BEST to be a bitch towards him ever since he broke up with Sierra... and, obviously it didn't work. I mean, I've done some shitty ass things towards him, but whatever.
So, Sarah and Sierra ended up picking me up at midnight to go to Allie's party. Got there... not too many people were there. The usuals. So, me and Sierra kept taking shots of Triple Sec and Amaretto. I'll admit, I felt like a light-weight because I was tipsy by my 10th shot of both. Very sad. We left at 1 am and went back to Sarah's. Well, guess who showed up? Ricky, Dale and Eddie. Well, I was expecting to "talk" to him about all the shit that was going on... but it didn't happen like I thought. Then, Mikey showed up. Anywho, at like 2 am everyone went to Dale's car to "party", I guess. They smoked black~n~milds and everyone was already drunk from the alcohol at Sarah's house(except me, Ricky and Dale). They were all piled in Dale's car, and I didn't feel like partying so I sat outside. I was alone for a good 10 min until Ricky came out and sat by me. We talked for a bit... and he was like "Are you still mad at me for anything?" I said no, because I'm not, and he said good. Blah blah blah. We didn't talk about him "wanting me back" though. So, then me and him went back into Sarah's to eat the pizza... we talked to her mom for a bit, then everyone came back in.
They all ate hamburger pizza(I didn't... ew). Ricky layed on the ground right beside my feet... I had some pixy sticks and we were playing with them. I started to get up and get more, and he just grabbed my leg... but I just kinda kicked it off and went on. They left about 25 minutes later... he just kept looking at me, like he wanted me to do something... but I didn't.
Let's see... I never stopped liking him... ever since he broke up with me. Actually, I don't think I even thought about him for about 2 weeks during early June... but that's another story. But, I do like him. I can't deny that. And, if he wants to give it another shot, I probably will. But, then again... he had his chance... he blew that chance... and it's his fault. So, why should I even give him another shot? There really is no reason. Well, I have a few reasons why I would go back out with him, but I have more reasons to why I shouldn't. I just need to talk to him and figure things out.
GAYNESS. Dammit, I hate guys... ALL OF YOU SUCK.
So, tonite I went to the drive in with Abbie Knear... we saw Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest. Killer movie... It fucking rocked. BUT IT ENDED SO BAD. OMG.
After Pirates, we left and went to Jess' house in Crandall. We stayed there for like 3 hours and toked it up... we played Ten Thousand too... I came in 3rd place(out of 4). Eh. It was fun. Then, we took her and Tall to her dad's place in Elizabeth. Now, I'm home.
WHATIFGODWASONEOFUS?
x-andrea-x