The Stars That Mystified, He Left Them All Behind

Jun 13, 2006 08:22

Hey~

So, here I am. Sitting at the computer wide awake at 8:24 a.m. There's a story behind this...

I wasn't doing anything last night. Just sitting in my living room watching VH1'S The Drug Years. There was a knock at the door and it was my chicka Rae. Her and Daniel wanted me to go out with them and just hang. So, I left with them. We went to some house and "chilled". Then, we made a run through the fourway... nothing there. Then, I told them to take me to Jason's. I'm glad Daniel was with me, I forgot where Jason lived and he knew. So, we got there. Then, we all went back to the house and hung. THEN, went to Rachels for no reason and left after like 5 minutes. Came home, chilled at my house w/ Jason. I let him borrow some stuff... ATHF Vol.1, A7X-Waking the Fallen, COF-the Lovecraft CD from Lovecraft and Witch Hearts, and a PS2 game. Yea, and we ended up doing what we always do... stand outside and talk about nothing.

I got in the house at like 1:00, I think... I don't remember. I ended up falling asleep on the couch at like 2:00. I woke up at 6:30 and felt sooo fucking bad. I mean, this is the worst I have felt in years. I didn't know what was up. Just pure fucking pain in my stomach. So, I went to the bathroom and just sat in the corner in agony. I must have sat on the floor for a good hour too, just waiting to throw up. I ended up having to force myself to puke. AH. It was so bad. I can't even explain how it was(nor would I want to). I feel a little better now. I've had this horrible horrible nonstop headache the past couple of days too. It hurts beyond words too. I'm to the point where I can't lay my head down... even on the extremely soft pillows... without it hurting. AND, I can't go to the doctors to get checked out. Everytime I go there, I have to take a piss test. Seriously, everytime. Yea, I would fail the test and that would be the end of me. Ha.

Goddamn, I just wanna put a gun to my head. SOOOO miserable. Just wanna die.

Hey Miss Murder can I make beauty stay if I take my life?
~Andrea
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