Social Outcast
This weekend sucked. SUCKED!
I had this stupid tournament which caused me to miss 30-Hour Famine. I hated the tournament. I don't get along with ANY of those girls because the are blondes, and only care about "OMG, I just broke a nail," or "Did so-so break up with her? How could he?!?" None of them want to have a conversation that is actually interesting. I'm sorry I don't know what colors can go with that shirt, or what to do about frizzy hair.
Ugh...The only person who I talked to and got along with isn't there. Kirra isn't there to keep me sane. All I do now is keep to myself, and not talk to anyone unless directly talked to. All this, makes me a social outcat. And it really hurts.
Since I missed 30 hour famine, most of my friends have these inside jokes or closer bonds that make me feel out of place. I heard that this 30 hour famine was one of the best, and I missed it.
The only productive event that happened this past weekend was I got closer to my parents. Oh wow! What fun!
I have to miss Youth/Choir for the next four or five weeks because I have indoor, so now even more, I lose my connections to my church friends. I'm already feeling it right now. I went to church this morning, and I felt so out of place. It was like I had a disease, and no one really came near me.
I am rambling on and on about something dumb. There is soooo much I want to say, but I don't know how to say it.
Basically, I feel like shit.
I had this stupid tournament which caused me to miss 30-Hour Famine. I hated the tournament. I don't get along with ANY of those girls because the are blondes, and only care about "OMG, I just broke a nail," or "Did so-so break up with her? How could he?!?" None of them want to have a conversation that is actually interesting. I'm sorry I don't know what colors can go with that shirt, or what to do about frizzy hair.
Ugh...The only person who I talked to and got along with isn't there. Kirra isn't there to keep me sane. All I do now is keep to myself, and not talk to anyone unless directly talked to. All this, makes me a social outcat. And it really hurts.
Since I missed 30 hour famine, most of my friends have these inside jokes or closer bonds that make me feel out of place. I heard that this 30 hour famine was one of the best, and I missed it.
The only productive event that happened this past weekend was I got closer to my parents. Oh wow! What fun!
I have to miss Youth/Choir for the next four or five weeks because I have indoor, so now even more, I lose my connections to my church friends. I'm already feeling it right now. I went to church this morning, and I felt so out of place. It was like I had a disease, and no one really came near me.
I am rambling on and on about something dumb. There is soooo much I want to say, but I don't know how to say it.
Basically, I feel like shit.