Worrying is for Suckkas
In 9 days I will be homeless. I probably ought to be more worried about that. The plan is to take everything I own and pack it into my car and drive away (as a rule everything I own fits in my car...mostly). I get to go hiking with my Dad in Iceland for a week! Which should be awesome, especially if I ever get around to planning anything. After that I get to lead some sweet trips in the NW, wander around for a bit, go to a wedding, and then.......I don't know.
A couple weeks ago I went to Renn Fayre and it was amazing. I just wanted to (and did) wander around and hug people. I had forgotten what it was like to be around crazy-awesome-amazing people who think doing crazy shit was a good idea. I met one of my freshlings who had taken a year off to go play music and a friend who had dumped her bf, moved out, quit her job and moved to California to raise goats. The best thing was, I was surrounded by people who were like: "yes! go do those crazy things cause its awesome!". This year I have been spending too much time with people who talk of "careers" and "plans". Its very stressful. I felt healed by the whole RF experience this year. Got a very strong (albeit short-lived) crush on someone. Haven't done that in I-cant-remember-how-long. Im not sure why I feel like I will miss the people I have seen recently: when I was traveling I just assumed that I would see people again so it didn't matter.
The last few weeks at work have actually been pretty good. Its a shame the whole November-March part of this job sucked. Theres no money for me to be here and my boss doesn't really think I should be here anyway. Don't know what I'm doing in the fall and thats ok.
Lastly, Ive been reading way too much Wasted Talent and now my brain is talking in LOLspeak.
A couple weeks ago I went to Renn Fayre and it was amazing. I just wanted to (and did) wander around and hug people. I had forgotten what it was like to be around crazy-awesome-amazing people who think doing crazy shit was a good idea. I met one of my freshlings who had taken a year off to go play music and a friend who had dumped her bf, moved out, quit her job and moved to California to raise goats. The best thing was, I was surrounded by people who were like: "yes! go do those crazy things cause its awesome!". This year I have been spending too much time with people who talk of "careers" and "plans". Its very stressful. I felt healed by the whole RF experience this year. Got a very strong (albeit short-lived) crush on someone. Haven't done that in I-cant-remember-how-long. Im not sure why I feel like I will miss the people I have seen recently: when I was traveling I just assumed that I would see people again so it didn't matter.
The last few weeks at work have actually been pretty good. Its a shame the whole November-March part of this job sucked. Theres no money for me to be here and my boss doesn't really think I should be here anyway. Don't know what I'm doing in the fall and thats ok.
Lastly, Ive been reading way too much Wasted Talent and now my brain is talking in LOLspeak.