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so i juss went thru one of those "worst nights ever..." lets juss start with JOHNNY P.BUENO is an asshole and he needs to leave me alone and stay outta my life!!! =/
lets backtrack a lil...yesterday i did not show up fer werk...watch wen i go to werk on sunday, theyre gunna be like "oh coralynn, how come u didnt show up or call in?!" bastards...so unprofessional they are! i left three msgs by the way, so theres no excuse! so instead, i helped clean up for the lil party we were havin for my brother...went to lakewood to bring daniel goodbye balloons, n order one of those cookie cakes from my fren chris at mrs fields...picked up burritos that my mom was serving fer the party...went home, changed back into my pjs, gave our dog teddy a bath, n talked to all the relatives that came over...my old neighbor noemee came over and we got to catch up! =) sorry i couldnt make it to jarrold's bday din-din (happy bday jarrold!...after everywun left, i rested fer a bit, then changed n went to lakewood...it was nice that we showed up to say bye bye to daniel, altho ill be visiting him once skool starts since he lives down the street from skool...we cried as he sed his goodbyes to each person, but i kept everywun laughing so that it wouldnt be so hard...n juss wen i thot everything would turn out alrite, my phone rang!
ugh i hate johnny, juss as much as ive been so into him all this time...he called n left a message saying he had something kinda important to tell me...turns out it was REALLY REALLY important! something so big that it juss changes EVERYTHING between us! not only did he cheat on me once over the summer, but theres more!!!!! =/ unfortunately theres more to it!!!! and now we're stuck together until we figure out things... ive been so devastated...last nite and all day today! my eyes are all baggy and straining from all the crying ive been doing throughout the day...ive been in bed every cahnce ive gotten today, and i didnt make it to the gym cuz i felt like shit wen i woke up from my nap...everything on my body hurts rite now but not as much as my heart! i knoe it sounds corny but fuck him!!! i hate him! we were doing so well before the summer, and now its all over!!! this time for good!!! wat makes me feel worse is that i had trouble with another boy exactly this time of the month two years ago!!!! guess january is juss not my month! =[ rite wen i thot i was gettin over him and letting him go, here he is coming back like he always does, n i cant get him outta my head! he screwed me over big time...i juss hope he gets it back at him ten times as bad as hes gotten me! however, i do hope we get over this "situation" we are going through rite now...but once we find out everything, its OVER!
lets backtrack a lil...yesterday i did not show up fer werk...watch wen i go to werk on sunday, theyre gunna be like "oh coralynn, how come u didnt show up or call in?!" bastards...so unprofessional they are! i left three msgs by the way, so theres no excuse! so instead, i helped clean up for the lil party we were havin for my brother...went to lakewood to bring daniel goodbye balloons, n order one of those cookie cakes from my fren chris at mrs fields...picked up burritos that my mom was serving fer the party...went home, changed back into my pjs, gave our dog teddy a bath, n talked to all the relatives that came over...my old neighbor noemee came over and we got to catch up! =) sorry i couldnt make it to jarrold's bday din-din (happy bday jarrold!...after everywun left, i rested fer a bit, then changed n went to lakewood...it was nice that we showed up to say bye bye to daniel, altho ill be visiting him once skool starts since he lives down the street from skool...we cried as he sed his goodbyes to each person, but i kept everywun laughing so that it wouldnt be so hard...n juss wen i thot everything would turn out alrite, my phone rang!
ugh i hate johnny, juss as much as ive been so into him all this time...he called n left a message saying he had something kinda important to tell me...turns out it was REALLY REALLY important! something so big that it juss changes EVERYTHING between us! not only did he cheat on me once over the summer, but theres more!!!!! =/ unfortunately theres more to it!!!! and now we're stuck together until we figure out things... ive been so devastated...last nite and all day today! my eyes are all baggy and straining from all the crying ive been doing throughout the day...ive been in bed every cahnce ive gotten today, and i didnt make it to the gym cuz i felt like shit wen i woke up from my nap...everything on my body hurts rite now but not as much as my heart! i knoe it sounds corny but fuck him!!! i hate him! we were doing so well before the summer, and now its all over!!! this time for good!!! wat makes me feel worse is that i had trouble with another boy exactly this time of the month two years ago!!!! guess january is juss not my month! =[ rite wen i thot i was gettin over him and letting him go, here he is coming back like he always does, n i cant get him outta my head! he screwed me over big time...i juss hope he gets it back at him ten times as bad as hes gotten me! however, i do hope we get over this "situation" we are going through rite now...but once we find out everything, its OVER!