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man im sad!!!! IM LONELY!!!!grrrr...stupid boy...well this weekend was great cuz i got to spend time with jeanette n jenelle n katrina! =) another wild nite at mai tai's...i hadnt gone out friday nite cuz i had stayed up all thursday with j...=/ went to werk half dead...i hate how i do that for him...but it was his bday and i wanted to visit my buddy kristine cuz i miss her! neways how we ended up at mai tai's...the plan was to go to 2nd street but once we got there...it was pretty dead and the ppl there were so0o not us...so since katrina was alreadee at mai tai's we decided to meet up with her...we get there and find great parking, but the line was super long...5 mind of standin in the cold, i sot my fren "lime" and chat fer a while...then some super big samoan security dude comes up to me n the girls and lets us cut the line n go straight in! nice! we drink n chat...n i had seen a certain somewun who is one of the few ppl i hate in this world..lets juss say she was partly responsible for the end of my coldstone days...neways shes ugly n fat...the end...so jeanette wants to dance and listen to the live band...some dude lets us sqeeze into the lil dancin area...how nice...and we end up meeting somae realee kool guys who we dance and have the most fun we've had in a long time...this dude bobby was who pulled me to dance with him the rest of the nite...he got me a drink and he was pretty crazy, but not a jerk either...we'll leave it at that...neways we leave the bar n go back to jen's...i was plannin on meetin up with my frens jeff but it was 3am and i had werk at 8 the next morn...and guess who calls me on the way home...J!!!n guess wat happens...well, dont reallee wanna say details, but i hate how we always end up together, even wen im so0o pissed n tired of him!!!we talked a lil...but it doesnt seem like we'll reamin frens...o well...so im thinking im sad and upset but i realized its not him that im depressed over...i juss feel like im never goin to find newun else..dont get me wrong...there are alotta guys out there i knoe...n there are currently two boys who r being super nice to me...and wen i say boys, i reallee mean boys!!! =o say...19yrs old! =/ not koo...neways enuff bout that...skool was alrite today, i went to the gym yesterday, i wanna go to nite 2 of the acoustic xmas... (HOT HOT HEAT!) and my registration for skool is tmrw alreadee! ahhh! hope this week goes alrite...