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im so0o0o freakin sick!!!! and i actuallee came to skool even tho i shouldve stayed in bed! i thot i had a flat tire so i go to the gas station to fil it up...i didnt knoe if i did it rite so i called my daddy n sed it was fine...i then rush to skool and then it turns out that my first class is canceled! grrr! so im here at the freakin comp lab tryna kill time cuz my mommy doesnt werk till 1030 and she'll question me if im homehella early, and bitch at me for gettin sick! so howd i get sick??i think the pit at the thrice show, then walkin to the car in the cold! and then at the green day show, sittin outside cold again! yesterday i was a retard cuz i still went to werk, but i ended up passin out n the back cuz i was so weak! i got home and hurried up to get ready cuz i had made plans with my buddy kristine to see her at UCLA! so i get there in 45 mins cuz of traffic and we end up walking around to urban outfitters =) that place is great...spent a hundred bux...went to get ice cream sandwiches and ran into my fren jaclyn (ms pre-med!) then we got to talk and catch up a bit about the losers in our lives who we reallee needa kick out!!! (rite kristine?!) speaking of losers, mine called and sed he had to shower and get ready...so we killed an hour b4 that foo came out...it was weird seein j again, after havin such an awkward visit from him a couple weeks ago...hes been callin pretty much every nite...i pretended we hadnt gone to urban yet so we could go together...and guess wat?! HE BOUGHT ME AN $85 JACKET! can u believe that?? j bought me somethin! so he kept tryna hold my hand all nite and tried to give me hugs...i admit i was tempted but i reallee tried to resist...im not shure wat he wants from me...but man was i sick last nite!!!we went back to his dorms where we watched some tv and eventuallee i was so sick n tired so i slept! left at bout 130am...got home and was worse! =/ i dont knoe if seein j again made my progress worse...but i did miss him...altho i knoe he's not for me! wats wrong with being frens then rite?? i reallee wish i could meet someone i could move on with! im so ready for a real relationship, scary for me to say but true! neways i feel like shit rite now so im out...