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my weekend was fine i suppose...friday i did my usual shift and went home...j called and we sorta talked...now i knoe y he hasnt been calling...because he doesnt appreciate the way i send "angry texts" in the middle of the nite...texts saying how he doesnt care and how i should leave him alone and how he should be able to want to make time...how does this offend him?? it could only offend him IF he cared...rite? so if he does...i STILL dont knoe it cuz we STILL have not finished that convo!!! grrrr....he makes me so mad!!! if he wants me to knoe that wat im saying is not true, then why the fuck does he not prove me wrong by actuallee taking the time to show he does in fact care?? he sez skool is kickin his ass rite now, and i understand that...but ppl make time for ppl they care bout, so y cant he? =/ checked his myspace today...not in a relationship nemore!!! maybe it is time to end it here...me n him have been goin since 2003 and man, its been pretty wild u can say...ALOT of downs, i admit...but how do u erase somewun out of ur daily routine juss like that?? by finding somewun else u say?!!! haha well there kinda is somewun...potential i guess...but i doubt id go ne further than juss frens...but at least theres somewun else to talk to while im at werk...his name is robert by the way...neways...ive been doin my hw and sleeping...on sunday i onlee werked 4 hours!!! i felt like taking a drive (shopping too!) so drove to urban outfitters in costa mesa...spent an hour or so there...then decided to go to another urban outfitters at the spectrum...i figured since i was there alreadee, mite as well drive to mission viejo to visit some family...it was great! pretty far drive tho...all of the standing from 17 hours of werk on saturday and all of the walking n driving on sunday made my knees and legs ache mucho!! but it was all worth it! oh and the staples center offered me a job!!!! take it??? dunno yet!! keep ya updated...
today is tuesday meaning: 3 MORE DAYS TILL MY BDAY!!!!!!!!!!! cant believe it came this quickly!!! knowing that im not much of a drinker or one to party, do u think that being 21 will make me go back to my old, drunken ways??? to be cont'd...
today is tuesday meaning: 3 MORE DAYS TILL MY BDAY!!!!!!!!!!! cant believe it came this quickly!!! knowing that im not much of a drinker or one to party, do u think that being 21 will make me go back to my old, drunken ways??? to be cont'd...