Aug 22, 2005 23:56
I really feel lost. I have no idea what I am doing. I hate my life.. I just want it to go back to the way it used to be. It's getting way too complicated for me. I'm not a complicated person, so it's hard for me to live a complicated life. I can't believe it.. today was my first whole day of being single in a little over 2 years.. and it's just horrible. I feel so alone.. more than usual, but I guess it's what has to be done.
Well I am not sure if I am going to keep this livejournal.. it brings up a lot of memories and well.. maybe since everything is changing, I should go for a change and get a new name. We'll see.. if I do, I'll let everyone know. That's all I have to say for now, but I am sure later I will write more. Goodnight everyone.