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I LOVE it when I have to stay late for my coworkers. I wish their car batteries would die EVERY day! I honestly don't spend NEARLY ENOUGH time on my ass at the computer lab! Now I probably won't get lunch.
fucking hell.
I don't necessarily like this whole thing of being "masculine" in my relationship. I mean, yeah, I'll go through some things like a guy is enculturated to believe he is supposed to do (like open doors, pull out chairs, be on top), but this whole "getting what I want without caring" thing is not my type. I guess I just don't like just plain fucking. It makes me feel dirty and cheap.
I dunno. maybe I'm in the wrong for it. I always thought that sex should be about expressing love, not blowing off steam. Am I completely delusional?
fucking hell.
I don't necessarily like this whole thing of being "masculine" in my relationship. I mean, yeah, I'll go through some things like a guy is enculturated to believe he is supposed to do (like open doors, pull out chairs, be on top), but this whole "getting what I want without caring" thing is not my type. I guess I just don't like just plain fucking. It makes me feel dirty and cheap.
I dunno. maybe I'm in the wrong for it. I always thought that sex should be about expressing love, not blowing off steam. Am I completely delusional?