Dec 30, 2005 16:52
okay . so things are pretty good right now . i think :] my darling cal & i have reunited . and had probably more fun than EVER .. jll & i also had a good time . wish you could have come too darling <3 . haha . and to yawl - NEW YEARS = US TIME :]] my place .. fo sho :]
on a different note:
i know what i want to do .. so that's what i'm going to try to do .
but some things might happen along the way . that i don't want
i'm not a bitch . honestly . i just don't see the point in certain things .
and if i don't see the point . i don't bother . but should i? i don't know .
so here's to you . although i don't know if you know who you are ...
i'm sorry . and i don't mean to hurt you if i do . i'm going to talk to you about things .. i promise - just not yet . not when it would be pointless . if it's not going anywhere . it would be a waste . right ? well . idk about it being a waste .. but just know darling - although we haven't talked in oh so long .. i'm not trying to be bitchy . i promise . i just can't help the way i feel . you understand that . right ?