First entry
Well this is my first journal on here so yah be gentle. I guess im in a wierd situation in my mind. I find myself questioning life all the time now. Wondering why shit happens to me and other people. My respect in woman around here has really taken a nose dive into the deep end. I dont understand the motives of these girls I meet. They like me alot, everything goes fine, then as if someone turned off the light, they change, dump me, throw me away like trash. So I now in my mind, as I question this whole issue of woman, I wonder if I should change who Iam, to better suit the end result of my emotions and feelings. Its like I should not be mr. nice guy anymore because it makes me to easy, and open for more pain. Just makes yah question alot of things, it really does suck. Yup, people are just I dunno, untrustworthy these days. Anyways yah, sorry for the negativity or what not, ill do a creative journal soon lol.