God it has been a while
So yeah it's been a while eh?
I've been up to a lot of things in the past.... 6 months? I guess that's when I really last updated this thing.
Kinda funny considering this used to be my life, I'd pour my heart and soul out here and hope someone would read it.
Well someone did, a lot of someones did and I thank everyone for all the help, support, and asskicking I've gotten.
I'm finally taking the big step to get off my ass and do something with my life. I'm going to college for Computer Animation and someday you might see my name scroll by on the video game screen as you whipe the cheeto dust from your hands and ignore the credits.
I'm going to school in Tampa FL (International Academy of Design and Technology) the same schoool Ed's currently attending. So hopefully sometime in the future me and Ed might finally get together and create that Video Game company we've allways talked about =D
So what's happened with my life in the past 6 months?
Lots of depression.
My life hit a really bad wall. I've had about 3 nervous breakdowns since January and it's not cool at all.
I see everyone arround me doing things with thier lives and progressing and I'm suck at that stagnation point again. The one where everyone is moving forward but I'm stuck where I am, like there's some sort of tar holding me back.
I realized that there's truly no tar, I'm just afraid of the future.
So I decided to do something about it and college seemed like a good first step.
So all those who have/had faith in me. All those who supported me even though I'm really not worth the time.
Thank you, I know it's not much so far but thank you. Without you guys I'd be nothing right now, and without everyone arround me I wouldn't be alive.
So here's me climbing that life wall and kicking some ass on the other side.
I'm not really sure how I got there, but that's what came out. I've had a lot of writers block over the past months and I think it's due to stress.
For christ sakes I even started chainsmoking! I'm doing good now though, I've cut back a lot and I don't hardly smoke anymore.
So here it is, I'm back people and I'm kicking somethin fierce.
-Codi
I've been up to a lot of things in the past.... 6 months? I guess that's when I really last updated this thing.
Kinda funny considering this used to be my life, I'd pour my heart and soul out here and hope someone would read it.
Well someone did, a lot of someones did and I thank everyone for all the help, support, and asskicking I've gotten.
I'm finally taking the big step to get off my ass and do something with my life. I'm going to college for Computer Animation and someday you might see my name scroll by on the video game screen as you whipe the cheeto dust from your hands and ignore the credits.
I'm going to school in Tampa FL (International Academy of Design and Technology) the same schoool Ed's currently attending. So hopefully sometime in the future me and Ed might finally get together and create that Video Game company we've allways talked about =D
So what's happened with my life in the past 6 months?
Lots of depression.
My life hit a really bad wall. I've had about 3 nervous breakdowns since January and it's not cool at all.
I see everyone arround me doing things with thier lives and progressing and I'm suck at that stagnation point again. The one where everyone is moving forward but I'm stuck where I am, like there's some sort of tar holding me back.
I realized that there's truly no tar, I'm just afraid of the future.
So I decided to do something about it and college seemed like a good first step.
So all those who have/had faith in me. All those who supported me even though I'm really not worth the time.
Thank you, I know it's not much so far but thank you. Without you guys I'd be nothing right now, and without everyone arround me I wouldn't be alive.
So here's me climbing that life wall and kicking some ass on the other side.
I'm not really sure how I got there, but that's what came out. I've had a lot of writers block over the past months and I think it's due to stress.
For christ sakes I even started chainsmoking! I'm doing good now though, I've cut back a lot and I don't hardly smoke anymore.
So here it is, I'm back people and I'm kicking somethin fierce.
-Codi