Love's a tough one eh?

[codi_the_neko]

I'm in a rather odd mood again.

My brain has gone into that thinking process about life and love and the things involved with it.

A person who dosn't feel loved will usually seek it anywhere they can get it. That is if they're the kind, lonely type.

Then there's the other type that just shuts it all in and becomes a hard bitter person because of lack of love.

I was both at some point. I'm probubly still a little bit of them.

I think everyone in the world should feel loved, and sometimes it's very hard to achieve that love.

Those we feel close to might not feel the same way back. Or they might just not be so good at returning that affection or love.

For years I didn't know how to deal with the love of another, so I ran from it because it wasn't the love I was seeking.

I ended up trying to find love in physical sex, and that didn't work too well at all.

I tried to form the bond of love through something physical, unfortunately I realized several months later that I loved that person and what a mistake I had made.

Sometimes love is blind, and sometimes love is just dense.

And most of the time, people think they have love and really don't.

As for me, I'm still confused. But hell that's me.

I sware to god I'm going for that psychology degree now. There's no avoiding it when I analyze life this well.

So to those of you out there searching, clinging onto, or just plain looking for love... I salute you, keep up the fight soldier.

Love is a battlefield, success is built off of broken dreams and broken hearts.

For you must loose something, and have it done wrong in front of you before you realize that it's not the wright path.

Or at least that's how I see it.

Night kiddies, take it easy.

-Codi