May 12, 2005 11:25
Well I'm homeless, and not because I'm being a whineybitch today.
I'm homeless because the park kicked me and my mum out.
My grandmother gets to stay only because she gave us the boot.
I had to sleep on the hard floor of a church chappel last night, and I havn't had a shower in 3 days.
I had an Epiphany this morning when I was trying to figure out why in God's name I was homeless and sleeping with people who this was a last resort for.
Then I figured it out, it was a vision of what my life would become if I didn't get off my fat lazy american ass.
So I'm gonna get my GED, I'm gonna move to kansas and I'm gonna work my ass off before I go to colleg and then, maybe then, I'll be able to live like I'm suppose to.
Happy with myself and the things arround me.
And I will never help homeless people, because they got themselves into it and they can get themselves out of it. You just have to work hard.
Helping them by my standards would only make them worse, it would make them like me.
Lazy, and expecting a handout from everyone.
Thank you god, epiphanys happen at the strangest moments with me.
-Codi