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bc you'll speak your mind doesnt mean you smarter than anyone............
its easy to be mean but also it s more cahrming to be honest.. supportive
things havent been going the best i have been quite unproductive, i want a job and some emtion i have bneen getting myself into small troubles... mainly with alcohol and they arent terrible they work out alright but things keep going sketchy i feel like bad luck is in the air, or maybe its good luck.. either way i have not been creating or being active enough for me to be proud of, i feel mediocore... i cant decide when to go to davis and friendship relations have been terrible, i over plana dn underplan, i stress and miss and i need to get nahal a bday pres
i want to
go snorkeling
delmar fair
julian
work out and hike
zoo
i am
sitting in my house actually i am going to hang with the step bro who i havent seen in a long time, shoudl be intresting, maybe i can chack one my desires off the list
least i am peaceful
i feel like i have bneen disrespdectful to loved ones, mainly bryant and carrie, i feel crumby and hope it will be fixed.
i have been trying to be selfish and do whatever it is i want
i am so scared to see bry i stress way to much i feel uncomfortabnl;e and dont know if i am goign to be with philin davis or what
i cant stay here much longer i am runnign out of money adn i dont think i iwll get a job..... i guess i coud sell my eggs down here :/
its easy to be mean but also it s more cahrming to be honest.. supportive
things havent been going the best i have been quite unproductive, i want a job and some emtion i have bneen getting myself into small troubles... mainly with alcohol and they arent terrible they work out alright but things keep going sketchy i feel like bad luck is in the air, or maybe its good luck.. either way i have not been creating or being active enough for me to be proud of, i feel mediocore... i cant decide when to go to davis and friendship relations have been terrible, i over plana dn underplan, i stress and miss and i need to get nahal a bday pres
i want to
go snorkeling
delmar fair
julian
work out and hike
zoo
i am
sitting in my house actually i am going to hang with the step bro who i havent seen in a long time, shoudl be intresting, maybe i can chack one my desires off the list
least i am peaceful
i feel like i have bneen disrespdectful to loved ones, mainly bryant and carrie, i feel crumby and hope it will be fixed.
i have been trying to be selfish and do whatever it is i want
i am so scared to see bry i stress way to much i feel uncomfortabnl;e and dont know if i am goign to be with philin davis or what
i cant stay here much longer i am runnign out of money adn i dont think i iwll get a job..... i guess i coud sell my eggs down here :/