May 10, 2008 12:00
so i have been wanting to make a list of things i am sorry for reflecting back on highschool and 1 yr of collge, this is not an all encompassing list, and actually i know it does not need to be, these are thing i would like to say to people but they probably dont care and or hve forgotten, i doubt most of these people or anyone will read this list but i want to put t out into the universe on the off chance it will get back to them someone
i am sorry
when i said i would give poeple gas money and didnt, ostly 15 16 years-- ellie cornocova + more
for thinking i was right and most people were stupid
fr talking about sex at asb retreats
not listing to myslef
being into weight/physical appearnce
for getting shitfaced every night and being really sad
not likeing anyone
not standing up to people
not trying to have conversation i respected with anyone
being on asb
trying t be busy
not respecting other people
saying me things when i was hungover and grouchy
allowing dumbasses to be dumbasses--
saying a couple mean things to melinda
for bailing out on my best friedns adn becoming a faggy little popular follower
so laying in bed thinking i had a lot more but i m tying now and i a still sleepy i have been wanting to to do ths for soem days, it doesnr feel as rewarding as i would like and idont think these descriptions are very good either, but at lest it sout there.