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I will start coding as soon as you all let me out of the damn meetings that you are having telling each other how hard it's going to be to hit the date targets for coding.
Damn. If I wasn't worried about getting this thing done before, I sure as fuck am now. God damn it.
Apologies to everyone who I won't be seeing over the next few weeks, or who I will be seeing but not interacting with because I'm thinking about the work I need to do because my management has planted the "you aren't going to be able to make it" bug in my brain where it gets to spiral trail all over my thought process.
Hopefully, after tonight, everyone will get to hear how the code is going, and I can stop frelling whining about how hard it is to start.
Damn. If I wasn't worried about getting this thing done before, I sure as fuck am now. God damn it.
Apologies to everyone who I won't be seeing over the next few weeks, or who I will be seeing but not interacting with because I'm thinking about the work I need to do because my management has planted the "you aren't going to be able to make it" bug in my brain where it gets to spiral trail all over my thought process.
Hopefully, after tonight, everyone will get to hear how the code is going, and I can stop frelling whining about how hard it is to start.